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Thursday, August 31, 2006

im hurtx..

i toutx i did.. i toutx.. jinni.. i nidx you.. ci!! i nidx you urgently!! i toutx it was over.. i was able to gt over it.. love muaself againx.. dagger cums wifoutx noeinx.. tellinx muaself i would be beta.. sumtyms.. i jux ponder.. looking at the falls of the flakes.. i would forget gradually.. but it brought mua bac to even worse stuffs..

winter's coldx.. dey often gif others the idea tatx dey're lonely..
summer's hot.. dey gif ppl the idea dey're sporty.. and alwaes dere..
(forgt the other 2 seasons le) hmmx..

if i hadta choose.. i was once summer.. but gradually transformed to winter.. phil.. tell mua watx i shld do.. im hurtx.. the feelinx was different...

a choice was given.. and i rejected it.. why? hahax.. im jux dumb.. jux afraidx of beinx hurtx for tens and tons of tym.. beinx tatx one..

i used to believe in fate.. but im gradually throwinx it awae.. you haf control in your own fate.. it's still up to you to decide..

im nebua a good std and nebua will.. forget and forgive.. i still believe strongly in tatx.. hahax.. im jux not cut out to be..

~dreamx........
[fullstop]

im not watx i used to be.. i jux cant.. gif mua tym.. i nidx tym.. stop rushin mua.. and stop interruptinx.. i will make da choice muaself..

i duno watx im doinx.. and probably jux wouldnt noe.. tml.. i will decide it muaself.. if it ish. it will be.. if it isnt.. den.. yarx. tatx it.. hmmx..

yupx.. i love you... and it didnt change.. i couldnt control it.. you could read mua.. i couldnt.. yarx.. i duno.. i've got no idea.. probably.. another slpless nitex.. im sorix to mua deariex.. i broke mua promise... hmmx.. i'll be fine tml bahx..

yesh.. i stilll love you..

[min]

MIN ♥ 11:59:00 PM

i nidx sum1..........

MIN ♥ 11:38:00 PM

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

prelims starts!!!

oh darn!! prelims officially begins today!!! sigh.. bet it's gonna be sho sho sho sho tough!! :s hmmx.. aniwae.. tml's cher's dae celeb!!! WooTX!! kakax.. tml gona put on tie againx le.. hahax.. sorta mish puttinx on tie.. doinx all da i-tout-was-abit-tirin dutiex.. hahax.. i mish mua PB!!! prefects!! i mish ya guys alotx!! yesh.. all prefects hafta go thru dis celeb business!! hahax.. but all da hardworks would be paid off de.. hahax.. guarantee.. and you'll put on tatx smile on all ofg ya faces againx.. hahax!!

yarx.. todae wenta airport to studiex wif mua dear huijia and mua dear jinni.. hahax.. i reached dere and all i could tink of was BRUNEI and him.. he was dere to fetch mua tatx tym but mua parents came.. den i ps him.. hahax.. aniwae.. he was lyk sho shock bout da change he saw or watx lahx.. hahax.. hmmx.. hopex he's fine wif his std bahx.. hahax.. aniwae.. JINNI!! STOP MATCHMAKINX!!! ~argh

oh.. mak khim khim's bdae's cuminx!! hahax.. decided not to gif her anitinx!! :P 17 kishes for her would be enuf bahx.. hahax!!! sufficient to freak her out!! hahax..

buddiex kinda bz dis weeek.. hahax.. prelims started liaox mahx.. den he damn badx lorhx.. his blog write sho much but not a single of mua name appear.. tupidx boix.. im gonna smack you dis fri!!! hahax.. oopS!!

aniwae.. dis fri we are goin ta watch ghost game!! hahax.. 2nd tym watchinx it le.. hahax.. shld i be happiex?? he's probably goinx.. hahax..

Frienx are for life.. dey'll nebua leave you wen you nidx dem.. but do not leave dem.. cux you nebua noe wen dey mite be hurtx...

standx by dem and guide dem thru..

dey'll be happier wif you aroundx..

tell dem each dae hw much you mish dem..

a simple msg can change alotta tingx..

it can make dem put a smile on their face once againx..

gif dem ya assurance..

do it! :))

cares peeps!! :))

[loving mua deariex alwaes]

MIN ♥ 10:24:00 PM

Monday, August 28, 2006

watx am i feelinx??

hahax.. hmmx.. sorix.. dis morninx wasnt well den mum didnt allow mua to go sch.. hmmx.. aniwae.. im jux reminded of dis verse suddenly..

wo ye hen xiang ta , wo men dou yi yang ,

zai ta de shen shang , ceng zhao dao chi bang....

the daes of bein sick actualix made mua feel sho damn lonely.. dun lyk tatx feelinx.. haix.. aniwae.. i jux took a tickle test.. and guess watx.. dey sae mua type of guys ish 'the class clown!!' tink cux im the class clown too.. hahax.. nidx sum1 to cheer mua upx wen im down.. and be dere for mua.. and i tink i've found them.. hahax.. dey're mua deariex!! hmmx..

to all mua deariex.. i jux wana sae a big THANKIEW!!! for alwaes beinx dere for mua.. and i noe u ppl are the ones hu'd nebua eva hurtx mua in one wae or another.. thx alotx.. i love you!!

jux wana tell you.. thx for tat period of tym.. memories staes.. hmmx.. alsho.. thx for beinx another him hu hurtx mua lyk u did.. hahax.. aniwae.. go bac to her.. the onix one u nidx ish her.. stopx goinx aroundx le.. u'll alwaes be mua brother.. we shldn't haf started.. we'd haf proceeded as bro and mei.. at least if we were still siblings , i wouldn't be sick.. everi brk upx makes mua sick.. probably ya heart wasnt wif mua all da while but i've decided to let go.. i wun cling on lyk watx i did to him.. hahax.. continue ya life and i'll carriex on wif mine.. jux make shure tatx u'll be happiex.. cux onix den will i be happiex.. take care!

Loving ish not about having..

it's about seeing them happiex..

and upon tatx..

u'll be happiex..

Love ish all aroundx..

if you realize it..

make it happen..

go bac to da one ya truely love

till then..

tatx wen u noe

u'll be

HAPPIEX!! :))

cares dudes!!

[loving mua deariex alwaes]

MIN ♥ 6:01:00 PM

Sunday, August 27, 2006

im feelinx beta!! :)

whoa.. a few daes of struggle.. and im beta now.. at last no more runs , no more high fever , no more vomits but probably still sum coughs bahx.. hahax.. aniwae.. thx to all mua deariex.. im feelinx much much beta now.. :) alsho.. im sorix to eve for not able to attend her church 2dae and not able to b outx wif jinni and qin ci.. :s i'll make it upx ta ya peeps sumdae.. i promise.. :) oh.. btw.. i left out one of mua deariex list!! hahax.. ren ren!!! hahax.. cux we're both 'xiao bai'!! kekex.. and did i write phil in too?? hahax.. dun care him lahx.. oOpS!! okie.. sorix for da craps.. aniwae.. he called last nitex to ask mua bout sum stuffs.. and i'd feel mua temp shooooooooot high up manx.. ~argh!! aniwae.. wana sae sorix to eugene.. cux wen i was in painx durinx fridae.. i sorta pinched him real hardx.. :S sorix.. hahax.. kae lahx.. gotta go rest againx.. medi takinx effect.. nitex all!! :))

cares!!

[loving mua deariex alwaes]

MIN ♥ 5:47:00 PM

Friday, August 25, 2006

sick..

im feelinx sho damn sick... :s

MIN ♥ 4:54:00 PM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

it's an end..

hahax.. hi peeps let mua tell ya a secret!! im single!! wahahax..

hmmx.. i've grown upx horx.. i wun cling on to him.. i've learnt to let go.. n i will horx.. hahax.. dun despise mua!! i'll be beta wifoutx him.. i jux noe.. :)

ytd he ended it all.. i had a tough nitex.. but it's all over.. a nitex of sleepless nitex ish enuf dudes.. hahax.. i'll carry on.. yesh.. lyk watx sum1 said.. he jux doesnt deserve mua love..

tokinx boutx tatx.. mua deariex--> jinni jia qin ci tootx eve qi..
i noe u guys are mua onix true dear.. tat'll nebua eva hurtx mua.. thanx for beinx dere weneva i nided u guys.. i love you!! hahax.. phil.. u're included too!! best buddiex!! :P

aniwae.. eugene asked mua sumtinx weird i couldnt understand.. hahax. wateva.. i'll jux live mua life.. hahax..

mua door's shut.. i wun allow ani1 to hurtx mua againx.. i noe watx i wan.. definitely not another guy.. it's mua deariex.. i nidx onix dem and mua dudes aroundx.. hahax.. life still carry on doesnt it??

hahax.. im lyk half dead.. fever.. thanx alot arx.. cum at dis tym.. hahax.. nvm.. mua deariex will take care of mua!! hahax.. aniwae.. praise mua tatx i've grown upx!! quick!! hahax.. OopS!!

jinni and qin ci.. dun you dare wana matchmake for mua againx arx. im gona smack you.. see lahx.. high until cry in front of mrs teo.. later she toutx i siaox.. hahax.. but im!!

hahax.. kae.. gtg.. wish u well in wateva u do.. hopex we can still be frienx!! tatx all i ask for.. :)

cares!!

[min lovinx mua deariex alwaes]

MIN ♥ 5:51:00 PM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

:'(

im hurtx and in pain.. cant u tell?

MIN ♥ 4:29:00 PM

Sunday, August 13, 2006

oh no.. im feelinx sick..

tml got block test.. hahax.. geog and physics!! oh gosh!! physics!! ~argh i msged mr tham to teach mua.. and he agreed siax!! but den i didnt re him.. cux now alreadix no tym le.. probably hafta waitx till block test over.. haix.. fri was da release of 'o' chinese.. onix got a B3M.. if i let mua pri sch cher noe.. she'll definitely kill mua man.. :s den mrs yeo-chan was lyk scanninx da class saeinx hu she's disappointed in den she sae sae sae.. den she sae.. 'min min u also another one arx' i was lyk sho diaox lorhx.. cux ish lyk i alwaes dun do well for her papers lahx.. :Ss aniwae.. over liaox.. hafta retake.. oh damn im lyk feelinx sick.. mum sae i've got slight fever.. *argh* dear's havinx dinner tonitex wif his cell grp.. cares dear!! ~god bless
oh yarx.. and tatx tupidx alex huhx.. msg mua sae he dying.. den i got sho worried tatx i msged everibodix hopinx tatx their prayers would help.. den eve went at nitex and tell mua his platelets are low.. tatx all!! he's not dyinx!! hahax.. aniwae.. wish him well! :)) ~amitabha

gtg studiex le!!

cares peeps!! and dun cheat mua bout dyinx dudes.. hahax..

[min loves you]

MIN ♥ 5:36:00 PM

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