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| Wednesday, September 27, 2006 |
a had a really bad fall today.. i didn't know what i was doing.. was playing basketball and like trip myself and fall?? :S i almost had my third wheelchair experience in mjr.. hurt both my knees as well as my right side's palm.. hahax.. lucky i was a leftie.. anyway.. the one on my left knee was slightly better.. compared to the one on the right.. and for the 1st time.. i could see my flesh.. okay.. here comes the dumbest thing.. wendy brought me to the general office.. and she helped me to clean my wound.. i was trying really hard to convert my attention but to no avail.. :S then she asked me this question.. "is that blood?" oh.. please.. that's not all.. she asked me this.. "is that your flesh?!" i answered her it was my bone.. and she almost believed it.. dotx.. she's smart isn't she? yarx.. it was my third fall in like 2 weeks?? mummy scolded me.. she asked me if i was okay.. keep falling and falling like nobody's busines.. piangx.. pain lahx.. not as if i really wanted it.. hahax.. oh yarx.. didi.. thanx arx.. sorry made you have to bring me back to my classroom.. yeahx.. thx didi!! hahax.. you better be guaix else i'll still smack you even if i have to limp around.. obviously i was limping around.. back to my bunch of cool deariex~ hahax.. we're planning a 3day2night stay at jinni's another house.. and the 3 days would be damn fun.. i just know.. hahax.. think i might not even have the time to work.. :( sentosa!! yes! my dolphins!! yipee!! they're just Ssoooooooo cute!! hahax.. steven called yesterday.. he keep telling me bye all this.. wanting to commit suicide.. he made me real terrified lahx.. aiyox... you arx.. treat her well.. :) later at night he keep telling me with all the stuffs associated with dolphin.. just want to make me jealous of it lorhx.. damn him.. hmpt.. oopS!! sorry korx.. just kidding.. hope you'll be fine.. stay happy yeahs? don't think too much le.. just do well for 'o's.. :) oh yarx!! back to jinni , ci , jia.. piangx.. jinni and ci getting more and more close and it's TERRIFYING!! they're up to NO GOOD!!! matchmaking business.. shall the both of you call it like jin and ci company?? oh MATCHMAKING company.. hahax.. and piang.. the malay guy thought i was interested in him.. and.. ci i know how to see liaox lorhx.. i just saw it differently lahx.. and to the both of you.. WO MEI YOU TAO HUA YUN!!!! hahax.. ~argh piang.. today in school quite a dissaster.. it's hurting badly.. :S but the both of them just can't stop matchmaking me and him.. ~argh stupid girls.. and.. i'm looking forward to our 3days2nights!! :)i'm putting on my smile once again.. :) i'm sorry to myself.. yes.. results.. i'll have to buck up.. hmmx.. i only passed 2!!! pathetic.. damn pathetic.. i'm sorry.. i'll do well nad mug hard...... cares peeps!! [loves my deariex :)] |
| MIN ♥ 3:36:00 PM |
| Saturday, September 23, 2006 |
sheng ri kuai le!! hahax.. i meant my real grandma lahx.. :) |
| MIN ♥ 12:31:00 PM |
| Friday, September 22, 2006 |
| MIN ♥ 10:14:00 PM |
yesterday things happened in my family as well as me and steven.. steven.. sorry if you think that i've changed.. anyway.. it was the first time when i became sensible that i saw my korx korx cried.. why did you do that? we won't be happy.. it was just a moment of foolishness.. you've to face it.. korx.. don't do anything silly will you? i'm so afraid.. why cant things just stop happening? i asked ci... why was it me.. what she said made me lost for words... "cos god knows you're one strong gal. so he chose you, so tat in this world, dere's some1 who'll share her experiences n allow others to learn from her" this was what she said.. yes.. trying to believe in it.. yesterday's pillow was only half wet.. and i'm proud of it.. hahax.. :) back to today.. erm... papers that i got back.. FLUNK! i'm waking up.. going to mug damn hard.. but i'm just afraid i'll do into like another state of depression? like i usd to.. well.. i enjoy going school nowadays with those guys sitted around me always bullshitting with me.. yes.. thanx alot people.. hahax.. thanx for making me laugh always :) 37 more days to 'o's.. study hard.. :) and 21 days to graduation.. i just want to see my class united.. that's all i wish for.. yes.. 4G'06.. you brought a different spirit into my life.. and i'm sure we would be the class that prove ALL TEACHERS WRONG!! hahax.. we can do it!! :P cares ppl!! [making each day a happy one] |
| MIN ♥ 4:49:00 PM |
| Wednesday, September 20, 2006 |
yesterday was relly fun.. erm.. except the part.. sorry qi.. hmmx.. sorry.. anyway.. it has beewn such a long time since i last sang out all my troubles.. arx.. KBOX!! yes! met jinni earlier cause she wants to buy her dumb shoes at century square than went to meet qi on train.. she had to come on board at kembangan.. so we went to parkway.. ate pastamania and as usual just cant finish than got nagged by jinni again.. is that considered fortunate? hahax.. kai xiang will knows.. OoopS! than went to lalala~~ till like 7++.. than we separated.. oh gosh.. i didn't say who went.. erm.. me jinni qi jas tootx!! yipx.. :) than i wenta see fishie!! mummy allowed me to have 2!! hahax.. it's a breed named Dwarf Neon Rainbow!! yeahx.. it's cute.. but it just love shitting!! hahax!! i changed the water just now.. erm.. i mean my mother changed it just now.. ooPs! ermm.. hope it's going to survive lahx.. hahax.. *hope* it's something to help me distract.. yeahx.. sometimes when i'm just tired.. i hope the fishies will just gobble away my sorrows.. :) okie.. back to today!! ~argh.. school opened.. i mean.. have to go back to school.. :S as usual.. go prefectss room.. we suggested changing it to *The Gossip Room* and.. ahem.. another room we change name.. cant say.. later get scolding.. hahax.. the prefects would know!! :) the HQ!! hahax. OoopS!! oh.. and i got my results.... chem p1-13/20 p5-8.5/15 (i just cant get the black ppt!!!!) e maths p1-52/80 POA p1-15/30 (she gave me that look to call me to get back my A1!! hahax~) chi p1-41.5/70 p2-28/70 okay.. i dint know why chinese turned out like that but a lotta people get this type of weird weird results also.. anyway.. hahax.. just trying to strive lorhx.. and i haven't bought my POA textbook!! ~wootx hahax.. and i told her that again in class.. and she gave me that look again.. hahax.. i promise you i'll get back my A1 yeahx? hahax.. anyway.. for chem.. she keep emphasisng that our class got alot alot alot alot alot alot alot failures.. hahax.. don't know why laugh.. but the whole class did.. also we got our class photo!!! damn cute!!! hahax.. i look.. erm.. i'll leave that to tootx to explain!! OopS! and that stupid jinni.. call you don't kiss me liaox lahx.. SEE!! now our photo in one of the candid!! ~argh dumb girl.. she just love 'kissing' me.. oh.. anyway.. if any teachers are looking.. we aren't les.. just really good buddy.. although she likes to act as if we are lahx.. she just love me too much lahx.. cant blame her.. hahax.. OOPS!!! :P (upon hearing your voice i shivered and turnedd damn cold like last time.. hmmx.. you seem to have met with some problems bahx.. hmmx.. just hope you're alright.... take care.. if the migration is true.. hmmx.. wish you all the best lorhx.. hmmx.. just take many cares bahx.. and.. hahax.. duno.. lost for words..) cares ppeeps!! thankiex tonx for trying to put me back into the same slot i was in before.. thankiew.. heartfelt thx.. 13 oct.. graduation day.. i'll make sure i won't cry.. so don't try and get close to me.. cause if it happens.. it won't stop... :S so bettter don't!! hahax.. i love you all!!!!! [trying her very best to regain back whatever she really needs>.<] |
| MIN ♥ 9:00:00 PM |
| Tuesday, September 19, 2006 |
FATE.. what's fate? ppl say fate control us.. hmmx.. our fate ended.. i'm going to face it.. i'm glad i once became (or did i ever) part of your life.. on this journey.. we often do things against our own will but yarx.. reject it!! hahax.. i'm always afraid of rejecting.. probably i just don't want to see them get hurt.. yarx.. i've grown up (abit) that some things we just have to do it.. hmmx.. it isn't easy for ppl to meet.. cherish all that we have now.. and only then we'll never live in regrets.. :) to all my dears and peeps.. thank you all.. appreciate all the things that you guys have done for me... it's difficult saying sorry and thank you.. but i meant it from the bottom of my heart.. SORRY to those whom i have hurt you before.. if i have hurt you in one way or another.. pls tell me.. i really want to apologixe to you face to face.. yes.. i know it takes a lotta courage.. but.. i just want to do it.. tell me kae? i don't ever want to live in guilt anymore again.. THANK YOU.. to all those whom have helped me.. especially in times when i really really needed you ppl.. really thank you.. i just want to tell you ppl i really love you guys.. don't walk behind me.. i may not lead.. don't walk in front of me.. i may not follow.. walk beside me.. ensure i'm alright.. cause only then o know i'll have a shoulder to lean on.. in times of illness or whenever i'm sad.. we'll share all troubles and happiness.. always be there for me.. and i'll assure you.. i'll always be there for you when you need me.. just want to whisper something in your ears... +__iloveyouallpeeps__+ cares to all.. pls be happy no matter what.. cause your smile can make me smile.. :) love you all.. [min cherishing whatever she has..] |
| MIN ♥ 9:51:00 AM |
| Monday, September 18, 2006 |
YOU SUX!!! so i was the substitute!!!!!!!!!!!!! someone END MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| MIN ♥ 7:55:00 PM |
| Sunday, September 17, 2006 |
Ai Wu Li zui hou wo men fen kai le.. sui ran hai shi.. peng you.. dan zuo hui peng you de qing ren.. xiang bai tuo huan xi bu tai rong yi.... ji mo bian cheng le xi guan.. xi guan kao zhe.. gu dan.. xiang nian gai yi wang , bi gai zai shen pang pei zhe wo de zheng ge ye wan... wo zhi xiang dui zhe tian kong qing qing de hu xi xun zhao wo zui ai de ren dao di zai na li.. zai hun luan zhong fan xiang dao gui xun zhao.. ji yi.. you yi zhong ai de ceng jing zhu zai wo xin li pei ban wo ao guo duo shao de wu sheng ku qi bu dong ai qing.. WO DE XIN RU CI WU LI...... Ni Men Yao Kuai Le ni ku zhe na xia yin shou lian huan wo de shi hou zui jin ni duo wo you he li you... bie shuo wo de ai qing rang ni can kui , bu pei yong you zhen xi bu jiu shi.. wen rou.. dan ni shuo bao qian ai shang le wo de hao peng you yuan lai xin suan bi xin tong nan shou.. mang ran zou dao le men kou jue jiang hai shi nian jiu wo ting jian wo.. hui tou shuo.. ni men yao kuai le yao tian zhang di jiu.. ni men mei you cuo , ai shi zi you zou chu zhe shan men hou zhi shao , wo hai you liao kuo ni men yao kuai le yao jin jin qian shou.. ni men bu xin fu , wo hui nan guo.. cheng quan zui ai de ren bu shi wei le , kan zhe ta... ji mo.. emotions are sttill running.. but what's diffrent from yesterday when i blogged was.. my heart's crying.. i guess i would neveer know when it's going to stop.. am i getting tougher or i'm just weakening.. listening to your voice still makes me bleed.. there're things no one knows.. and i just wnt to keep it to myself.. so. you can stop asking and finding out.. cause i just don't want to say anything.. yes.. i'm going solo.. trying to avoid that.. i'm not as happy as what you guys see i am.. the time is still running.. and i'm still at that same spot.. thinking what i should do next.. the decision was made.. but would i regret it? trying to say i did.. but your heart wasn't with me.. probably that song suits everything that was going on.. except loving my friend that part..yes.. i've been listening.. trying to ask myself.. why am i forcing myself to do all sorts of things i don't like.. what was it for? i hate and loathe things.. but i'm still doing it.. WHY? i'm just not the min min i use to know.. the girl who was always there bringing joy to others.. to protect them and to be there for them.. where is it? i want that min min back.. i don't know who i am now.. i just can't find my identity.. why do we have to go through this type of stuffs and claims that this arte parts and parcels of life?? why do we have to always do things we don't like and utter things that shouldn't be there at the first place? where am i? who am i? why was i on this earth? is there somewhere alse without this stuffs? i want to get out.. grow up.. be away of this type of stuffs.. be alone in a world where there's ONLY HAPPINESS!! no other substance.. why does things always turns out awry? is there anything i can do? someone please tell me.. don't try to counsel me.. cause it will be of no use.. i just want to leave........... i want to be truly happy.. am i doing the things now cause i really wanted to do it.. or was it out of other's opinion.. i feel so bitchy.. so idiotic.. so inferior.. you wanted mr to pour out everything to you.. i'm sorry.. i can't.. i don't know why.. but i just don't feel like saying anything.. keeping to myself makes me feel better.. i'm sorry dudes.. and to buddiex.. i'm so sorry for all the things.. i lied to you about certain things.. yes.. and i didn't have the courage to tell you i was sorry.. and thank you for forgiving me.. i still want you as my buddiex.. you're always my best buddiex in the world.. i still want to say i'm really sorry... life is getting miserable as days past.............................................. when will i seek for the things i want? when am i going to get out of this type of dilema? i'm still thinking.. pondering.. my heart's bleeding like nobody's business.. hurting like nobody cares.. i'm not a strong girl.. i need someone to protect me.. where's the min min in the past? come back will you? the present min min is hurting.. her heart was dead long ago.. without her knowing.. what's wrong with her.. just a girl.. without a heart...... how else can she live.... buaix... [tormented] |
| MIN ♥ 3:25:00 PM |
| Saturday, September 16, 2006 |
happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to bin... be honoured!!!! |
| MIN ♥ 9:16:00 PM |
there're too much thing to be told and cope.. im not going to blog le.. sorry dudes.. i guess.. im just.............................................. anyway.. mua dear jia.. i hope you're okay can? parents are like that.. i will be there for you.. don't want to see you cry in front of me again liao arx.. kae? want to see my happy hui jia once again.. *loves* cares.. [p.o.n.d.e.r.i.n.g...] |
| MIN ♥ 7:00:00 PM |
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| MIN ♥ 12:53:00 AM |
| Friday, September 15, 2006 |
yes.. something happened.. but i just want to keep it to myself.. some things are best left untold.. sorry.. but i promise you guys that if i can't take it anymore.. i'll tell you.. anyway.. got home and like drenched like hell.. *praying* hope i don't get sick pls.. things happened yesterday.. another sleepless night should i say and wet pillow.. well.. if you have to leave.. pls leave for good.. i'm hurt.. i don't want to miss you everyday.. hoping you would return.. you said i changed.. but.. our status was different from last time.. i have to refrain from treating you like when i was together with you.. i don't even know my status.. i've been thinking about this lately actually.. and.. i just can't help but to blame myself.. who was i? who was i in your heart? was i that important one.. or was i just a passerby.... yes.. indeed you treated me very well.. and i'm sorry sometimes i just can't make up my mind.. it's another dagger into my heart.. pierced.. bleeding profusely.. it's not that i won't wait.. it's just.. i have no confidence in myself.. i'm not a pretty girl nor do i have the beauty to let you wait for me.. i'm just an ordinary girl.. who wants to be dote on and cry when she's sad.. wants to be loved by her peers and loved ones.. that's all i ask for.. FTOTC.. thata's what you wanted.. yes.. i hope i can do it.. but.. i'm just afraid.. afraid of being hurt once again.. im not as strong as what you think i am.. i still need to be pampered at times.. yes.. i admit.. i still love you.. but.. what can i do? leave.. just leave.. don't contact me le.. i just cant take the blow.. quarrels from my mum is giving me enough stress.. and this blow.. doubles it.. what's going to be next? :'( why do things have to always turn out this way? probably.. i just can't take it myself.. thanks foe everything that you've once done for me.. memories are kept deep down.. you'll be somewhere there.. i do hope it'll come up again once more.. but.. i'm afraid.. no more blows.. i'd be happy.. but i aren't.. someone tell me why?.. i left house early today.. 6.30.. and reached school at only about 7+.. i've got no idea why.. the roadx and path seems to be elongated.. my head weighs a ton and my feet 10 tons.. miracles.. what are they? out for fun? they come as and when they like? i've just got no idea.. when is the 'computer' going to shut down? what is it doing now? virus? the virus is too harmful.. i've thought about this the whole day.. and i just couldn't understand why did you take it so seriously.. joke.. don't you get it? are you really the one for me? i know i love you.. but.. do you actually love me? hao tong.. zhen de hao tong.. wo men zhong yu jie shu le ma? wei shen me wo hai bu ken fang shou? wei shen me? zui hou wo men fen kai le.. sui ran hai shi peng you.. dan zuo hui peng you de qing ren.......... i can't take anymore.. there's a mountain on me wherever i go.. at home.. outsidde.. i need time.. give me time.. i need to be alone.. im sorry peeps if i just don't talk for the whole day.. i just need time.. i'll be fine.. im just very tired.. tired to move on.. i want to rest.. let me rest.. i'll be fine after that.. thanks for all your concern.. though i was really pale.. but i'll be fine.. hmmx.. no worrys dudes.. will this be my last entry about you? i don't know.. i want to leave.. but i just can't.. im alone.. in a race.. no competitors.. no spectators.. no cheerleaders.. not even a single soul.. someone.. guide me out of that place.. i'm terrified.. please.. bring me out as soon as possible.. i loathe being alone.. especially in that darkness.. please let me be true to myself and stop deceiving myself of having all the confidence i might have.. when it's all gone... it's just gone.. i'm not ging to continue le.. not another day of sobbing... anyway.. today's eve bdae! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO E HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO V HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO E HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVE!! :) |
| MIN ♥ 1:37:00 PM |
| Thursday, September 14, 2006 |
hmmx.. today's weird.. i've been changing mood rapidly for no reason.. hmmx.. (don't anyhow think) sigh.. this flashed through my mind today.. `what's love? hmmx.. i haven't gotten an answer yet.. i'm tired of holding on to certain things.. can i let go? hmmx.. don't ask me what things.. i probably won't be able to answer myself if i were to ask myself this question.. sorix dear and jinni.. kept so dumb and quiet during our way home.. hmmx.. sorix.. feeling down.. and i have no idea why.. hmmx.. anyway let me blog this first.. those who read my blog.. it has nothing to do with you people.. it's something which hurts my 'dear'.. and this is damn bitchy.. so what if you're like one and a half years older than us? it's not as if you're the world arss.. so what if you have him as ya brother? it doesnt give you the right to interfere in their relationship.. you're damn bitching shit man.. don't you dare want to lecture him again man.. if you blog anything concerning them again i'll NOT LET YOU OFF!!! you better stop all your stupid acts lorhx.. thought you big than what arx? you have NO RIGHTS!!! get it? NO RIGHT!! UNDERSTAND?! she's my 'dear' i don't want to see her get affected again by your damn stupid acts and whatever you call your damn lecture.. go think about it lahx.. don't make it sound as if you're the like what "love professional"? what the hell.. use your brains lahx.. phew.. feel so much better.. i've never been like so damn angry lorhx.. im protecting my friend.. what can she do? stop her stupid theory lahx.. it's fu*king stupid.. i bet she cant handle her relationship herself lorhx.. kae.. shall stop talking about that stupid girl.. don't want to waste time on her man.. anyway.. a few more papers and prelims are OFF!!! quickly end man.. stop that damn mood.. although i didn't feel it.. hmmx.. well.. im a potential F9 student! hahax.. that's for long jun.. hahax.. he's dreaming too much about getting A1.. than everytime finish paper say A1 fly away.. hahax.. well.. qin ci can vow he said that lorhx.. :) anyway.. im glad that everything's back to normal.. :) somthing's happening tomorrow!!! it's a dumb's niaotian!!! hahax.. (birdae) im going her house for overnight!! :) `yippee! cares peeps! :) [min loving her deariex] |
| MIN ♥ 7:37:00 PM |
| MIN ♥ 1:54:00 PM |
| Wednesday, September 13, 2006 |
If your personal colour is blue, you are introspective and purposeful by nature. You hold conservative beliefs and under stressful conditions, prefer to withdraw into gentler surroundings. You seem to have a lot of control over your passions and desires, but are sensitive to the needs and feelings of others, nonetheless. You are a loyal friend and would prefer to lead a sober life. ~bout my birthdate.. You always prefer mantel decisions more then emotional ones due to this you don't have a limited number of friends. You consider life a very beautiful gift and you love to enjoy its colors. There are a number of peoples who are your ideals and you loved to spend a big part of your time with them. You are found to be a very sincere lover. You have a perfect control on your emotions but sometimes your decisions really effect your beloveds. The person who has just appeared in your mind and you has decided to forward this mail especially to him/her is your real and special friend. examx are still on.. mua deariex.. why are you guys facing problems nowadys? *hug* take good cares of yourself will you? smile!! i'm always like a phone call away? :) i promise to be there if you need me.. don't hide it from me.. i want you to tell me.. i want to trust you and have back your trust.. :) `smiles! :) cares! [min loving her deariex foreva] |
| MIN ♥ 9:37:00 PM |
| Sunday, September 10, 2006 |
anyway.. met qi and eve to studiex.. hahax.. hmmx.. well.. only we 3 knows what happened!! hahax.. sooooooooooooo exciting!! oh yarx.. let me say about yesterday.. i went to airport to study with cong , eve , jiawei , alex and seng yong.. hahax.. jiawei is equivalent to jiaowei.. keep talking about how simple pure chem is when he haven't even got a like A1 for combined chem.. hahax.. when i was on my way home.. an uncle came on board.. then i offered him my sit.. hahax.. he was smiling and then sat.. next moment he stood up and ask me.. 'are you a singaporean?' and i said yes of course! hahax.. i think he's a tourist.. and i think i did singapore PROUD!! hahax.. :) kae.. today.. today's a lame day.. cause i was being lamed and was laming others the whole day!! hahax.. :p of course with qi and eve.. hahax.. we're like talking about what wedding things.. like what would we be doing if the 3 of us attend the same wedding dinner together!! hahax.. not telling others the details cause you guys sure laugh your ass off!! hahax.. it's damn funny.. beyond your imagination.. hahax.. anyway.. korx got scolded by eve.. cause she thinks he always calls at the wrong time!! OopS! sorix korx.. :p a big plan is going on.. just wait and see!! :) cares peeps!! :) [min loving her deariex] |
| MIN ♥ 7:59:00 PM |
| Friday, September 08, 2006 |
Does your name begin with: M You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy; but we know that Appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love. You can be highly critical of your mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what. You never give in. Winning is your prime desire- at any cost. You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment. JULY Difficult to fathom and to be understood Quiet unless excited or tensed Has reputation Easily consoled Honest Concern about people's feelings Friendly Approachable Very emotional Unpredictable and temperamental Moody and easily hurt Witty and sarky Sentimental Neither forgives nor forgets Caring and loving Strong sense of sympathy Judge people through observations Loves to be alone Always broods about the past and the old friends Likes to be quiet Waits for friends Not aggressive unless provoked Loves to be loved Easily hurt and takes long to recover Overly concerned Puts in effort in work Cancer Turn ons Try to adapt yourself with the changing moods of the Cancer. At one moment they may be laughing and enjoying and in another moment they may cry or sulk. You may have to adjust with the moody and sensitive Cancer. They are like the tides in the ocean always fluctuating. Cancer people love food so if you know how to cook and can be poetic and romantic (added Bonus) then you know the way to their heart. Turn offs Cancerians are very sensitive people and can get easily hurt. So do not play with their emotions and sentiments. They are like tides that can take you with it. They form emotional bonds with even inanimate things too so do not ask them to discard or souvenirs as these things hold special meaning to them. You have to realize that the crabs have soft heart and are vulnerable. Do not contradict their tested line of thought and action it would only lead to confusion. |
| MIN ♥ 11:35:00 AM |
mua buddiex phil was attached ytd!! Oooo.. hahax.. sumtinx to ponder horx?? OooPS! :P ytd waS hian's birthday too!! and i went to her bbq of course.. bought her a mp3!! :) i want one also!! hahax.. nvm.. hahax. okay.. i met seniors!! mark , john korx , aik chun and sanee!! hahax.. korx told me they all went to join dragon boat.. expected them to 'turn dark'.. but.. not as dark as what they are!! :s i took a photo of my hand and sanee's hand!! ~colour contrast!! (no offence) :) hahax.. i just offered to bbq for them.. so i was doing 'sauna' all the while.. they said my face turn damn red.. hahax.. isn't that like say normal? :P bbq bbq bbq than korx call me.. he say he got problem.. hmmx.. his friend got 'hurt' eventually.. hmmx.. i hope that person's alright though.. hmmx.. okie.. gotta go study le!! :) cares peeps!! [min loving mua deariex] |
| MIN ♥ 11:24:00 AM |
| Thursday, September 07, 2006 |
crying the whole night is pretty enough i guess.. eyes are hurting.. shan't talk more.. going for lessons.. cares.. [crying min] |
| MIN ♥ 8:10:00 AM |
| Tuesday, September 05, 2006 |
duno why.. but i thought this song is really nice.. especially the chorus.. hmmx... probably cause it's desribing my feelings? yarx.. i suppose.. she bu de , bu she de.. chi fan chi dao shui le wo kai che kai dao sha le wo kan shu kan dao ni le kai shi huai yi wo zen me le.. shuo hua shuo dao tu le wo xie ge xie dao wo feng le wo ai ni ai dao mang le tian zhi dao wo you zen me le.. bu she de she bu de dou fen shou le she bu de bu she de san le (ai shi ni de wo shi wo de wan le) yuan lai wo zhi shi tu ran lei le , yuan lai wo bu shuo le.. yuan lai wo cheng zhe cheng dao ma le , yuan lai wo bu ai le.... but.. i just cant figure out which love.. what love.. am i still loving someone? or i just don't want to let go..? do i still love you? im scared.. im afraid.. i feel so.. like.. lonely.. alone in a room of darkness.. waiting for someone to enter eith a light to guide me out.. someone to talk to when im alone.. when i wasnt there.. was i on your mind? or was i forgotten? yes.. i should have let go as what i've promised.. but it's tough.. im plucking up my courage to face you agaqin.. as a friend.. yes.. shifting from a lover to a friend.. tough job.. but i had to.. someone.. save me! i never shed a tear after my promise.. and im still trying real hard to keep that promise.. others once told me that promise are meant to be broken.. yes.. i know and i didn't choose to believe it. but.. this is life.. there're things beyond control.. beyond what i can think. i miss you.. i miss the days.. wil time return? no... yes.. that's the answer of reality.. i still cant figure out some things.. why am i talking about this things now??? when i'm supposed to be like so engrossed in my work.. im going to stop before i shed a tear.... cares!! [min loves her deariex] |
| MIN ♥ 1:45:00 PM |
[The happy theorem] in life we have to make decisions that aren't easy. we're afraid that whatever decisions we make would upset someone we love.. it's at these times that we need to stop and listen to the voice inside us. if we purely listen to the wishes of those around us we and ignore our own feelings we would not be truly happy. listen to what you know is right and stand by that.. cause when you do.. you'll be happy. :) |
| MIN ♥ 12:19:00 PM |
imishthosedaes..thedayswehadtogether...ifonlytimecouldreverse..thistime..imsureiwillcherishyou..ipromise.. pls read mua happy theorem!! hahax.. when you 1st come into tha page!! read it.. it's true!! cause it's the.. [happy theorem] buaix! cares! [min loving her deariex no matter what happens] |
| MIN ♥ 11:00:00 AM |
| Saturday, September 02, 2006 |
HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO YOU!! HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TOMAK YUN QI!!!!! HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO YOU!!! |
| MIN ♥ 7:09:00 AM |
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