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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
whoa.. driver.. guardian.. him.. hahax.. hmmx.. shant tok le bahx.. :)

i love my life now.. dun take it away.. cux.. i loved to be doted on.. dun tell me dis and tatx.. they're all excuses..

[min]
MIN ♥ 12:33:00 AM
Monday, January 29, 2007
the new me! :)
see me in the dark?? :P that's my colour!

hahax.. JOLENE wore my skirt!! naughtiex lahx..
and this ish MONKEY!! :P spent alotx todae on undergarments.. hahax.. oops.. i love mummiex!! and my boi----frienx!! hahax.. he's dumb to haf believed.
[mummiex i love you.. thx alotx...]


MIN ♥ 11:23:00 PM
im gonna be RUTHLESS!

sorix if you got hurt.. it's not the min min.. jux let me be for the moment.. i'll be bac wen the tym's ritex! :)
MIN ♥ 12:36:00 AM
Sunday, January 28, 2007
hmmx.. co den work.. man.. exhausted! lucky tml of.. hahax..

aniwae.. i thought i shld blog about this guy in guardian.. hahax.. he's cute lahx.. okie.. duno how.. but i'd always go over there to buy drinks mahx.. and i got to know some of the staffs.. including that guy.. hahax.. den it became alwaes him serving me.. then he ka jiao me.. den there was once he didnt work and return the other day.. i went over to buy drinks lahx.. den he suddenly pop behind me! hahax.. he say he was looking for me in the shop to ka jiao me.. tupidx.. then i ask him.. you ytd didnt work arx? den he sae no.. followed by.. why? you mish me arx? hahax.. cutex ritex?? den i tink he off early.. den came over to outside my shop.. tink he waited for a beli long tym.. but i was bz lahx.. sorwee lahx.. den he knock at the window jux to sae gdbye.. isnt he cute?? hahax.. den he alwaes walk past den ka jiao me..

hmmx... i mish....................... watx do i mish? hahax.. long forgotten...

[min]
MIN ♥ 11:41:00 PM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
chi new year's plan..
sighs... change plan again.. im going to malaysia on new year liaox.. at 1st decided not to go.. den now.. decided to go again.. im gonna mish you ppl lahx.. and him... hmmx.. things are just so different le.. not in he mood to say anything now.. im working tml after my CO.. see ya.. haix..
MIN ♥ 11:01:00 PM
Friday, January 26, 2007
was packing that bag for the customer than was removing all the stapler bullets... then... 1 WENT INTO MY THUMB!!!! :(( bleeding.. :(( im quitting end of next mth... and im gonna mish all of them..

the alwaes lyk to KA JIAO me de pic- WeiLing
foreva DOTE on me de- Jolene
my NU REN- Angelia
thatx SAI galx- LiYing
my DARLINX- JinYing
alwaes CUTE CUTE de- Sharon
QUIET QUIET de- ShiJiao
SIAOX SIAOX de - CAiYing
EVIL de- MingJuan

and last but not least.. the one i wun even think of de.. S*****
hahax.. ppl hu work will dere wil noe hu lahx.. the person hu has 4 words on her face lahx horx.. hahax..

kae.. im mishing sum1... yupx..

cares! no WORK TML!!!
MIN ♥ 11:43:00 PM
time to be true to myself.. you're so not forgotten.. yup.

[you're still in me.. those are bullshits....]
MIN ♥ 12:04:00 AM
Thursday, January 25, 2007
STOP HURTING ME!
MIN ♥ 1:07:00 AM
sharks.. i had the feeling.. but why didnt i.... haix..
MIN ♥ 12:18:00 AM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
pls go to http://qinxii.blogspot .com
hahax!! this tell me how much SHE LOVES ME!! :))
MIN ♥ 11:18:00 PM
get me outta here!!!

>.<

watx colour's nice? hmmx..

im not the minx you ppl used to noe..

lead me bac to myself pls.. >.<

[tryinx to lead her life.....]
MIN ♥ 1:05:00 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
wif eve qi claire and desmond`
wootx~

was out wif eve , qi , claire , desmond` hahax.. we wenta Singapore Science Centre.. :)

pics?

didnt realix take lahx.. too badx.. im turning.. bac.. yup...

aniwae.. you 2 galx were alwaes the ones dere... you noe whatx i mean... normalix after that... you galx would be dere to make me forget.. :)

thx eve and qi! :)

[had a dae..................]
MIN ♥ 10:58:00 PM
Friday, January 19, 2007
i had a baluku lahx!!! and it swelled!! then i cry lahx.. weiling help me rub... :( pain arx! sigh.. her bf badx cutex lahx.. hahax.. lyk i babiex lyk tatx.. sae i go beat beat the thing kae? hahax! jinying! jolene! weiling! I LOVE YOU!! :)
MIN ♥ 12:14:00 AM
vomit vomit vomit! stop vomiting lahx.. haix..

weiling's back to work today.. but seeing her so pain really helpless can? you cant do anything to lessen her hurt... hope she'll be fine lahx... >.<

qi.. thx.. >.<

[you'll nv noe....]
MIN ♥ 12:03:00 AM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
sigh... i'm kinda feeling emotional now.. but i don't know why lahx.. hmmx.. just sudden emotional... finally... i've the thought of giving up this job... haix...

MISS TAN XIANG RONG visited me today with her stupid heels which made me short.. and and.. she wore STOCKINGS!!! that's something UNUSUAL!! she's finally women lahx.. and when i went home i met JENNY and erm...... sorwee.. forget name lahx.. anyway.. she's STUDYING TML!! okie.. that's crap..

haix.. emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo...

and to my galx jin ying. im sorix bout jux now.. i jux dun lyk to repeat all dis.. you know it.. but you refuse to listen to it.. it's pissing me off.. that's why i was angwee with you just now.. leave me alone when i get pissed.. last time i'll be alright.. but this NEW min min CANT CONTROL HERSELF!! so.. dont play with her before things gets nasty..

JOLENE! lurve you lahx.. and shi jiao's still sotong! AH ANG!! when you cumin UC see me??

oh and and.. DOREEN AND XIU YI came too!! ahx! i felt the lub from you ppl.. thx lotx.. darlingssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss butts... when are we meeting?? i mish the 5 of us hanging out together!! esp to prank lahx... MEET ME~~

im dated this saturday... im dating CO this sunday... im dating my xylophone this sunday!! wootx` i mish being back with CO!!! and I MISH MY YANG QIN LAHX!!! it's not mine liaox...... sigh.... now? my score full of XXX OO X OXO OO!!! notes only have for xylo... man! im so NOT GONNA SCREW UP this time lyk the piece last yr lorhx.. and you guys better buy tickets from me horx!!! it'll be in DECEMBER lahx.. but.. CO 1 week once... so practices very few de.. dun expect toooooooo much from me.. cux that's all i can give!! CHUN` man im gonna memorise the score lyk nobody's business lahx.. MR CHEW taught us to let OSMOSIS TAKE PLACE!! hmmx... my post.. duno when will pass down... im taking 2 post anyway.. so... yup..

band alumni... shld i ? shld i not? i realix mish my horn lahx.. and.. my mouthpiece!! ahx! i tink i didnt return! too badx! hmmx.. think a few more mths den SYF le.. pls lahx.. ppl buck up lorhx.. dun regret lahx.. till now i still think is my solo not gdx den minus marks lorhx.. ppl pls.. reap what you sow.. pls practise hard lahx.. dun dumb dumb lahx.. it's been sumtym since i went to MJR.. i DUN MISH MY JUNIORS!! i mish my SENIORS! too badx lahx.. no bonding lahx.. my section? forget it.. i mish my XR! :)

aniway... i had a funniex dream last night.. me mrs keh and qin ci working at BURGER KING !! okie.. enough of that dream.. i still find it weird lahx..

[trying hard to forget.....]
MIN ♥ 11:54:00 PM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
today's work without wei ling.. and WITHOUT HER!! YESH!!!

hmmx.. but my poor darling called todae.. she and her std broke up too.. and it was cux.. tatx guy found another galx he lyked.. and i tink he dumped my galx.. he's bad!! and my poor darling forgo her meals and cried the whole day.. and when she came to shop today.. the 1st thing she did was to HUG ME!! gosh` she does trust me lahx.. hmmx.. and jolene actually thought i knew her for long... i didnt lahx.. fate bahx.. :)

well.. fate brings and separates...

im still pondering about it.. what did you mean?

[empty promises dun count.... (copyrighted from dumb's blog.)]

aniwae... my dear ruijia.. i'll be dere if you need sum1 to tok to.. :) loves`
MIN ♥ 11:58:00 PM
Monday, January 15, 2007
i've pierced my ear..

hahax.. nebua eva toutx i'd the courage to do so.. tatx the onix wae to stop my tears.. to 'transfer' my toutx.. hmmx.. pierce more?? i'll tink bout tatx bahx..

nth much.. hmmx. cares.

[nth changes.....]
MIN ♥ 11:28:00 PM
Saturday, January 13, 2007
my last words for you....
i'll get out of your life once and for all.. never ever enter anymore.. it turned out the worse scenario i expected.. nothing can do... consider me dead.. even if im smiling to you.. it's not genuine.. he took it away when i wasnt aware.. it's gone.. forever gone.. never in me... give me a keyboard to delete everything.. memories.. keep only the ones i had with my darlings.. you want me to forget you.. i'll... thx for putting everything so straight.. for making it bleed so deeply yet once and foe more.... im not gonna run away lyk last tym... im gonna face it.. dudes.. you noe i'd need you guys.. dtay with me.. i dun wan another depression lyk last tym.. get me out wen you know things turns awry... life is going to change again... and that he got it right again.. they're just not serious about the relationship thing... why didnt i listen to advice when those are genuines ones? sonetimes i blame myself for not holding on.. but now.. it's you that dont want me to hold on.. i'll let go.. im tired of trying to psycho you about it.. tired of quarreling with you about it.. im worn out.. i'll be outta ya life... no more tien shen in me... never will be.. my heart's wrenching... i washed my face wif tears more than watx i ate todae... you simply duno how much it hurts for me.. you claim you know... what do you know? pissed by him jux dun care lahx.. why am i the one being hurt first.. it's a promise when i decided to be with you.. i grew.. but you simply dun understand.. you dun see me change because of you.. and all i did was because of you.. how much i wanted to receive the chain when i told you the words.. but you read the wrong thing.. when you folded each heart for me.. did you mean it? or was it just to make me happie for tatx instant? things are all sealed up now.. nothing can be told.. i can no longer talk to you.. im getting outta ya life.. happie? i'll never return again... tatx watx you want me to do.. and... hopefully i'll...promises? meant to be broken... tatx why i refuse to promise anything with you... it's all over... what im left with is just previous posting on how much i did love you.. over.. and to you.. hopefully things will be better.. ya condition.. you wont be reading.. you never knew how i felt towards you... yup.. you knew i love you so.. you refuse to let me enter.. you're hiding things.. im in no position to care about you anymore.. even as a friend.. im off..

probably for the last tym...

i love you...

buaix to tatx for you.........


[it's a change i hafta take on no matter watx... cux you made it so.....]
MIN ♥ 11:14:00 PM
i just saw my bruises.. damn.. it's more than i thought it was.. almost everywhere lahx.. :s haix..

why must sum things be told so straight? and why mux sum ppl dun understand? even if i msg you take care.. ya attitude was lyk shrudding me off.. what's wrong lahx.. it's even wrong to CARE AS A FRIEND!! yarx.. i admit.. i still love you.. OBVIOUS!! hw can i just forget you overnitex? it's damn impossible lahx.. loving you anot is my problem.. not yours ANYMORE~! ppl scold me fool foe loving you.. and why you? i didnt care.. and now? im not trying to sae i regretted.. no i didnt.. but do you hafta go to such extremes? f*ck.. pissing is the last resort okie.. FALSE HOPES!!! i LOATHE THEM!! GET THEM OUT!! THEY SUX!!! `argh rants rants rants.. you duno how much i mished you... you didnt know hw much i loved you.. or simply.. you didnt even know me... come on lahx.. tell me you hate me.. and i'll get lost.. guys sux man.. THEY SUX!!! it's none of your business anymore.. jux hate me!! get me out!! do you know hw much i shivered last night? that i almost bite my tongue to stop shivering? how much blanket i put on? you DONT KNOW!! you nebua cared about me before.. you alwaes tell me dont think so much... then? what's the outcome now? BREAK? jux sae i was your substitute lahx.. jux lyk how he treated me lahx! SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK!!! IT SUCKS!!! me me me me me ?? HU WAS I? RANTS RANTS RANTS!!

i duno what to say le lahx.. anyway.. korx.. sorix for taking up so much of ya tym todae.. and tearing before you again.. sorix.. and thx.. toutx appreciated.. love ya dar well kae?

IM GOING OUT WITH 1SPASTIC AND 1 RETARD TML! I LOVE YOU GALX!! and for spastic.. im sorry for hurting you once so deeply.. i know our relationship wont get to be in the past.. but.. yup.. i still love you..

[im not the galx i used to be....]
MIN ♥ 9:54:00 PM
going out with korx later.. he's bringing me out.. hopefeully to get rid of my blues.. haix.. im lying to myself again...


EVELYN TAN!! WHERE ARE YOU DATING ME OUT TO TOMMORROW???


[let it wrench quietly.... can it?...]
MIN ♥ 12:31:00 PM
lying to myself.. it hurts.. yup.. not a tear shed yet.. not cux i dun love him.. cux.. it's shattered.. i hear the sounds.. i felt it plunge.. you're no longer mine.. i can no longer sae you're my boix animore.. i no longer receive your hugs.. no longer see colin.. :s no longer say i've got a guy who loves me deeply.. NO LONGER.. please.. let the pain stop.. let it heal.. time heals? dont fool yaself.. it doesnt.. i've been thru more than what you` can think lahx.. it's 3.. and i dont feel a single tiredness from what i felt when i was working.. in my mind was you.. just you.. you didnt care.. even if i didnt contact you.. you dont even worriex.. even when im drench im ill.. you DONT CARE!!! even a frien would care.. and korx even made the pt to wake up early and msg me.. you??!!! haix.. idiot lahx.. i feel damn disgusted can.. am i being fooled around ass off guys! SUX SUX SUX .. im getting to hate myself lahx..

BUTTS!! COME BACK TO ME QUICK!!!! you guys would date me out and accompany me right??

haix.. it's dumb.. ranting everything here.. when i noe he doesnt cares.. *sigh* why does this happens.. yup.. you did it.. you broke my heart like he did..

JOLENE!!! haix.. wished i've got work.. jolene would get me out and cheer me up during work.. she knows me best lahx..


what to say? i dont know.. it's wrenching.. anyway.. im glad i didnt insist on taking off on Valentines... hahax.. no more Valentines anymore.. yup.. work.. i'll be working that day.. ppl if you're kind.. drop by at my shop and tell me you love me on VAlentines.. it'll be seriously appreciated.. :)

[cant help but to think...]
MIN ♥ 3:01:00 AM
we're.. through.. ts
im single!! :))

in shivering.. yes.. dear.. no.. no more.. friens.. in the past i use to ask.. brk le.. no friens to be?? now i got the feeling.. yup.. friens? not so soon.. let my heart break totally for you.. and i'll return you a frien.. im sorix.. i did have the feeling.. i busied myself with work.. hoping it isnt true.. but it still did.. it's not up to me.. i cant do anything.. you love her.. not me.. it was wrong to even start.. im just not the one for you.. i know there'll be ppl talking behind me about me having blah blah stead.. it's not me okie? im just NOT SUITABLE for stead.. it's not me.. i'll shut my door... i wont.. promises are meant to be broken.. i just cant find my prince.. never will be.. it hurts.. and my heart's wrenching... it's easy for you.. probably.. you've nv loved me before.. but i did.. but.. it's over... hmmx.. nothing can go return.. they're memories.. sweet ones?? haix.. forget it.. it's too big a blow for me lahx.. you know me.. it wont heal lahx.. you told me to turn in.. you think i'd? aiyax.. tym?? BULLSHIT! i go around telling ppl.. but i myself know that it doesnt works lahx.. im not fit to be in a relationship.. hahax.. im a strong girl!! yeahx!! :))

dont keep telling me this words... you dont know how much it hurts...
and i'll promise you eternity.. if you promise me your stay..
but now IT'S TOO LATE...
i'm no longer the man... that i was....
i'll go on without her... like a fool who's too sure...
i'm like a bird without it's wings.. a fire without it's flame..
i dont know how to be strong..
when my life has to go on..
ahx! forget liaox..
[min trying to forget]
MIN ♥ 1:02:00 AM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
i had so much i wanted to say.. but i just dont know how to put it out.. sometimes words that we speak are impactful.. that's what i've learnt.. and they're meaningful too.. make the right choice of words for the right choice of ppl dudes.. you'll understand...

youunderstand..willhistoryrepeat??imhopingitdoesnt..
asisaidyouareagemtome..cantaffordtolose..
iwilllockittogether..willyou?


haix.. im just unwell.. vomit blah blah blah.. argh` need sum care from ppl pls..

[min]
MIN ♥ 12:58:00 AM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
back from terengganu! :)
im BACK!! :)

1st jan '07
early in the morning at 7+ 8 on 1st jan '07 me and my mum woke up. hahax. okie.. hate formalities.. be informal yeahx? so went to take bus lahx.. oh coach i meant.. before i left.. dear called me.. hahax.. and tears rolled.. first time 'leaving dear mahx. :P i mished you! :)) at jb's checkpoinht we were welcumed by tons of ppl and they were plaeing their traditional instruments. they put sumtinx kinda jewellery over our heads and 2 goodie bags! :) arent they nice` :) so we travelled.. traffic was sumwat alritex lahx.. there were 2 malay galx sitting behind my mum and i.. hahax.. we had fun lahx.. they're CUTE! :) also met an auntie name janet.. she's nice too.. :) hahax.. asked her quite alot on terengganu!! :) bus left at 9am and i reached teregganu at 8.30++!! ahx!! almost 12 hours.. hahax.. wen i reached my biao ge dere drove me and my mum home.. and when i reached i was STUNNED!!! my biao jiu's house is DAMN BIG!!! 100,000 square metres!! it's the largest house in terengganu!! (minus the sultan's) only had a small chat with him that night.. he was busy with the preparations.. :)

2nd jan'07
woke up early in the morning and started helping.. :) they wanted my mum to make 'suan pan zi' a traditional hakka food.. :) (that's my dialect) hahax.. during the noon where we've got sum free time me and my mum and yong hong uncle went to look for their friend!! hahax.. then went to straighten my hair.. :) and by the time we were back to the mansion the place was PACKED! hahax.. till night tym it was the high part lahx.., hahax.. but i was the youngest on the dance floor.. hmmx.. things happened and i only told dar dar.. *love you muackx* :)) met this galx alice which was damn sweet! and slept at ai fei's room!! hahax.. she's nice.. and i enjoyed toking to her.. :)) i had i nice chat with my biao jiu! :) aniwae.. we call him S.P Chong. :) his company is S.P :) he toked to me about his life..

his journey wasnt as smooth as what ppl think. yes he may be very rich now.. but he really strive through the hard times.. :) he didnt come from a well-to-do family.. he didnt have a silver spoon.. relations between his family wasnt well.. he managed to finish his studies.. he started a company from scratch with his 'mei fu' but he backed out half way.. economy plunged for him.. he was devastated.. and he suffered sum kinda illness which almost took his life away.. his son was studying at KL and completing his studies but he gave up and insisted that he'll go back and take care of his dad.. during that period of time.. it was the familt that matters. they pulled through.. and his dad was well.. he did not give up despite the fall his mei fu brought on him.. he stood up again.. industralised a plot of land that even the govt there thought there wasnt hope. HE MADE IT. he made it happened.. he gave me alot of examples.. sometimes it's ALRIGHT to be foolish.. that's how we survive..

yi qian ge meng xiang dao bu ru you yi ge li xiang..
yi qian ge li xiang dao bu ru you yi ge xing jue..
you le xing jue jiu ying gai you xing dong..
you xing dong dao bu ru you yi ke BU BIAN DE XIN..
-S.P. Chong

he told me this.. ppl think about it.. it DOES MAKE SENSE.. i'll remember him.. i'll talk to ppl about him.. not to say about how rich he is.. but about his words.. and yes im PROUD to haf an uncle like him.. :))

3rd jan '07
yong hong uncle and uncle patrick drove us down.. tickets were sold out everywheere!!! lucky patrick uncle had a business partner that was going down to JB!! had a ride! :) wan xuan was cute!! hahax.. :) reached jb at 11 and waited for taxi for 3 hours!!! @$#!%& nvm.. back to singapore! :)

4th jan '07
kept the day for darling.. :)) met his friend yong kim i tink.. :)) hahax.. dar + yong kim = tok rots!!! :)) anyway.. darling the talk was nice.. i'll remember every single words and what you've said to me. want you in my heart always! love!! :))

got to go.. remember the journey and everything.. loves~ :)

[minandtien]
MIN ♥ 10:41:00 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007
im bac.. :)
it's been a long time since i last blogged!! :S sorix.. due to hectic schedules.. hmmx.. work and more work and more work.. :) okie.. anyway a really big HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!! :) it's year 2007 already!! :) this year's resolution?? hahax.. not going to blog it.. :P *suspense* oops! anyway.. im going to malaysia on 1st to 4th.. sorix if i cant contact you back in time!! :s im beat! blog other days..

love you darling!! mishh you!! muackx` :)

[minandtien]
MIN ♥ 1:57:00 AM
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