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| Saturday, June 30, 2007 |
i was walking home yesterday with thoughts running through my mind. and i received CARA TAN QIN CI's msg. :) she told me , she'd finally let go of MJR. i mean , she let go of sec sch already!! she managed to tel herself not to turn back and look at the school when she passed by. and , im still unable to do it. maybe cause there're simply too many memories there. it's 4years of life there. it's hard to let go just like that. if it was me who was passing by , till now , i 'd still turn back and look into the school. not only do i miss secondary school which was obviously better then poly *no offence* i miss the people there! the ever so happy security guard who always call me ah galx uncle and the auntie always asking me how am i doing. :) you feel like HOME! and to the cleaners , i'd always call them uncles and aunties and one ah gong. :) they'd always remember me and ask me have i eaten. arent they just so great? :) and im the typical i-must-say-hi-to-teacher that kind of student , so they remember me as the 'happening student'. and i would NEVER forget having to sit in wheelchair THREE TIMES in school. -_-'' i think im the sit-most-time-of-wheelchair-in MJR. -_-'' oh and the drink stall auntie!! so evil lahx. dont know why whenever i have to sit in wheelchair , she'd be there. -_-'' then she always tease me. but i know she loves me as much as i do for her. :) the chicken rice stall aunty knows my mum so ahahax. i 'd just sae hi. tim sum aunty , they always look so tired. chinese cooked food!!uncle!! he always , prefect , have you eaten? prefect blahx prefect blah. then times when i ate a lil lesser he'd , prefect , must eat more , else how to discipline the students? he's CUTE okie? ;p vegetarian stall uncle change le. but i miss him. :) malay stall also change. last drink stall i dont really know her. next to the canteen is our prefect's old room. cause we got another air-coned room. but we still use both rooms. :) LUXURY!! we'd stay inside and gossip and talk non-stop about this and that. i mish those days. and i mish sitting in the front of the classroom looking at people pass by and STUDYING! :) and around me at sec 4 was eugene , wilfred , meiting , thiam koon. ahahax. and eugene and wilfred would ALWAYS bully me. and i'd turn back to jinni and jinni stares at wilfred and wilfred's afraid. ahahax! eugene , was my rumoured couple. -_-'' thanks to my BUTTS and wilfred lahx. bahx.~ but he's a ahahax guy. damn pervertic always say this and that. and the guys , always talking about *censored* things. although it was gross but , ahahax , it's through jokes and stupid stuffs that made us bonded. :) talking about this , i can no longer remember what happened in sec 1 and 2 life. or maybe to say , i blocked it out from my memory. -_-'' sec 3. i went into prefectorial board and within months i got into EXCO and , maybe it was too quick for me to handle things. all i remembered was a quarrel. a damn huge quarrel and made me into depression for damn long. and it's really really long. BUT i remembered the end of year , cause it was when , i found my butts. :) and that year , band had a silver. :) Weee~ sec 4 was the best of life. and maybe that's cause i found my sense of belonging everywhere. in class , prefects , outta class. :) it's the great people that i've met. and the teachers. i guess it still takes me some time to let go of the fact that , im no longer a Manjusrian but a EX-Manjusrian. ahahax. MR GUI!! i MISH YOU!!! :) next week taking sec 1 camp , wed , thurs , fri. means i have to skip lessons for 3 days. and , maybe it's also the last time we can go back to help out in camps , cause the poly Course Managers called and ask why they called us back. -_-'' oh well , it's for our sake too mahx. :) so , yarx , the last time. and about alumni band , i dont know if i can commit enough. cause saturdays have ARROW lehx. hmmx. should i? should i not? on alternate saturdays there's ARROW service. and if im in alumni band , it meant , on the alternate saturdays , i have to out WHOLE DAY and on sundays there's main service means i need to be out whole day cause got Orchestra. oh GOSH! mummy would find out im going to church right? hmmx. but , i love music ehx. and. okie. i think i should join. :) the stage had always been my life since young. :) but i'll have to brush up on horn skills!! i mean , the other 3 seniors are.... GOOD. and im only okie okie in their standards and i dont have my own instru!! means , i need double practise.. eeks!! horn horn horn. HORNIST!! Weee~ i mish my horn ahahax. 4 yrs!! Weee~ horn horn horn. and i mish my piano. mummy's promised to get me my new darling this year end and resume my lessons. i mish WINNIE cher! she's always so kind lahx. but , i was the one who always dont practise. -_-'' sorry!! music.. it has never left me since i was erm.... pri 3? :) so much so about all this now , later im meeting eve and qi for Ngee Ann's concert!! CHRISTINE!!! Wee~ i'll blog again? hahax. shall see. cares people! LOVES! :) |
| MIN ♥ 12:26:00 PM |
| MIN ♥ 1:03:00 AM |
| Friday, June 29, 2007 |
| MIN ♥ 8:50:00 PM |
anyway. we had a family in class. Yun Xia , Fiona-- Mummy Yi Liang-- daddy Yan Hong , Cheryl-- Eldest Daughter Amy-- 2nd Germaine--3rd Ashraf and Melody-- i forgot who comes first MinMin--Aunt! ahahax.. okie tell you all how ALL it came okie. be PATIENT. haha. fiona and yi liang are the , we want to make them together couple. they've got the fu qi xiang. ahahax. :) Cheryl had always been the da jie. ahhaax. nothing much to elaborate ehx? :P amy and germaine are the twins. both of them can talk NON-STOP on everything under the sun. but i found out. it was , everything under the sun except for birthdays. -_-'' ashraf and melody. ahahax! 'long feng tai'. ahahax. one born under the sun and the other in hosp. ahhaax. that's watx they said themselves. -_-'' and me. ahahax. i said i dont wana be kids den they suggested aunt. den i sae i wan XIAO YI. cux i dun wan dem call me DA YI MA. -_-'' ahahax. sho this ish our family. :) monday. ahahax. had our presentations. :) CSA. okie. just a few hiccups on my speech. but i dont really care , at least the whole class was listening to me talk and im happy. :) it's rude when someone's presenting and everybody mkes noise mahx. :s tues. ahhaax. i cant remember what happened. but i remember monday had cam whoring. i'll post it later wen yi liang passes me the fotos. :) wed. forgot. thurs. ahhaax. it was just a two hours lecture. and and AMY LOVES YONG XIANG! ahaax. we made it upx. but it was fun lahx. oops. :P ahahax. and and TODAY! Weee~ early in the morning woke up and receive that tupidx wen ming say he dont want meet me. ahahax. see , ish UR loss okie. ahhaax. i'll anyhow comment you the nxt tym. :P on ur dumb dumb hair. and as usual we meet outside the library for all types of tupidx retarded chats. but we get closer through all dis okie? ahhaax. :P and okie here's the MOST retarded joke of the day. they asked AMY and YI LIANG u noe watx CHIO? yi liang knew the definition den he asked watx language huhx? AMY said hokkien den cheryl said no it's KOREAN. and the both of dem BELIEVED!!!!! ahahax!!!! bahx! okie tatx so , it made us laugh the whole day. :P then went for CommSkills. had the oh-so-many-words-to-be-read lesson. ahahax. and i sabo-ed AMY to go up to the board cux YONG XIANG was being called up. ahhaax. im so nice lahx. den the say i evil and naughty. den i said , if i dun do all this , im NOT MIN MIN liaox. ahahax. den they just keep laughing. -_-'' ahahax. at least they got to know me a LIL beta. :) and we kept playing the 2 of them lahx. aahax. :P too badx. cux min min's around. bleahx. after that went for Macroeconomics. the earlier lecture which wasnt my cless de. and the lecturer was. ahem. ahahax. you guys noe. he's ahahax. WOLS! -_-'' and i met mehx for lunch and i went for HER lecture. -_-'' and her classmates were so blur that she believed im a NEW classmate. -_-'' and my darling hui jia. ahahax. projects are lyk tatx de. jia you kae? minDEAR loves jiaDEAR! :) hmmx. i tink i'd blog later. im kind of ahahax. lost the blogging feeling cause i wana wait for my FOTOS!!! ahahax. :) loves! |
| MIN ♥ 6:02:00 PM |
| Monday, June 25, 2007 |
this prayer ish for him. and im sorry people if you dont like it. daddy , please grant him the strenght to continue , this obstacle might be a little great for him to overcome , give him the strenght to overcome and know what to do. he might had maybe scolded me for certain things but deep down , daddy , he still loves you. no matter how bad he was once , he was willing to accept the punishment that was given. and he knows you'd always been with him. daddy , please bless him. let him be the guy he was once. daddy , we love you. it kinda hurts to see him in this kinda state. it's not pity. but , i really dont want him to feel so badx especially not even loving himself. please let him love himself again like he used to and allow him to give other's a chance to get to him and open his heart. amen. and my darling mel , i love you too alrights? let past be past and mr yi liang , stop deluding urself. i love you. |
| MIN ♥ 10:06:00 PM |
| Sunday, June 24, 2007 |
today's sunday and obviously a woke up early to go for CO! :) and i tel you guys , FCCO's AWESOME! with the great people inside! we'd SHINE like once our seniors used to , and i'd try to get all the accounts packed up okie? sorry lahx. lost track. and people. START PAYING UP before i go after you again! okie? heard? yes to be truthful , i almost lost my commitment there. and thank god , there was committee meeting today which found back me , and my ever-so-get-bulied-by-me god bro. too bad , who call you smaller then me?! but he's also my senior lahx. cause im still new to percussion you see , many a times i need him to teach me how to play certain retarded instruments. and im blessed! ahahax. cause there's this new instrument im supposed to play , 'shi mian luo' and it was kept at 5th storey for a damn long time , didi and eric and ah smelly help me bring it down to 4th floor and didi and xiang peng helped me tie up ALL the 'luos'!! thanks tons! :) and i mish my shi ying , monique and rui jia. it's been 2344724yrs long since i last saw the threesome together. i remember he times when me and monkey gang up and bully them and , they still dont get it? ahhaax. it was quite long. GALX! i mish you! and okie , my didi's group called me shi zi , cause of my blond hair last time. and , ahahax , i got used to it that i feel kind of weird when they dont come and at least call me lion ahahax. that sounds a little psycho , but that's how much i love my orchestra. i mished all the chalets held at ahahax loyang izzit? yupx. and all the stupid joke of tako WONG. ahhax. NOT ME okie. bahx~ it's our UNIVERSITY student but just a little too fast to caatch up with us. and i so want to blog about co members today. :) xiang peng- got a diploma in napfa music jux a couple of months ago , and i alwaes nebua fail to bicker with him over stupid things and a we call them rumour couple with wong wing yan aka tako! ahax. tako WONG-she's the sotong but highest degree in our co , she's still in UNI mahx. ahahax. she catches things so fast that when we've changed a joe , she'd just realize the previous one. -_-'' and she made a lotta stupid jokes and it could make us laugh the whole day NON-STOP! ahahax. shi hui- she's a p6 galx this year joined recently. when she initially came , she was soooooooo quiet and we didnt know really how exactly to talk to her. but NOW!! she's SO naughty and noisy lahx. i remember during a performance in the old folks home i asked her , what's elmo without L. and i said EMO ahx. ahahax. den the whole day , she kept repeating the SAME whole thing. ahx. see how naughty and today , she and monkey was playing hang man lahx. and she dont know what's determination! then qi kept laughing then she drew her! ahahax. monkey- ahahax. dont need mention her , cux her name would always appear in my blog. yan ling and xiang ling- the 2 sisters. :) they're really guaix lahx. ahhaax. havent know them so well. ahx. but , at least they pay up to me on time lahx! :) jasmine (vice chair)- she's the ahahax human resource , so , she have to know EVERYBODY. by right i also , but , lazy huhx. oops. she's really nice. xin ming- come for practice and bye bye person. qiao ni- she's really catching up in her cello playing. :) jia you! shi ying- my dear galx , dont feel left out , it's just a long time you didnt come back and felt lost. we still love you kae? :) just like before. monique- the guaix galx. :) i love her. ahahx. rui jia- missing in action! qi jun (chair)- ahahax. he's reallly the lao da , see him do things. oh man , he gets things so organize u might just idolize him. ahhaax! no. he has his way of speaking that doesnt hurts someone so badly when you're pin pointing the person. another dizi , i forgot his name.- he's playing well too. catching up bahx. smelly!- the never fail to call me lion boy. ahahax. sec 4 this yr. do well huhx. and yes , i'll still help you in music since it's just grade 1. :) oh and dere's this cello bro and double bass bro- they ahahax call me lion too. and the cello bro was once so irritating i once warned him. ahahax. oops. okie er hu. oh man. i like duno all their names. okie i try. shann lin- ahahax. an 'uncle' liaox. but i mished talking to him. ahahax.i duno why. he hasnt been back , maybe just busy with work , he's a nice guy. :) ming sheng- you naughty boy. ahahax. always want to ka jiao me and i always want to smack him. he's still rather young lahx. :) pri4? ahhax. cant rem. i forgot his name a temasek polt student- im getting to know him better after the talk we had in mrt that day. :) i'll make him show his true self in CO too. :) and talk talk talk talk talk. sec 4 also. jia you arx. jeremy- finish eating liaox go studiex 'n' lvl lahx! ahahax. he's still as sticky to his sister like ever. kenny's grp frien gao hu-ahahax. i duno him :x but i said hi to him today okie. ahahax. im nice. :) eric- ahahax. as sotong as tako. oops. :x he's working something got to do wif science. but he can forget sec 4 sci. -_-'' hwee juan- im trying very hard to like her okie. monkey! see! im making effort okie? ahhax. jack- can see his commitment. :) think no more for other sections. PERCUSSION! WOOTX. the three of us leading now lahx. THE AWESOME MIN MIN (SL) , JUN SHEN , AND KENNY DIDI.!! ahahax. we get clos damn fast. maybe cux percussion mahx. we often have nothing to do so we chat like nobody's biz until sometimes we didnt realize the conductor started! ahahax. and and. the 2 guys are simply great , they've helped me alot and through times , they became sensitive to me too. :) one action and they know what i want. arent they GREAT! :) no. WE are grreat! ahahax. :) and i just want to tell you 2 i simply LOVE you. ahahax. :) that's all about my CO it's stil expanding and people , if you're keen , do tell me , i'll bring you there some day. this year holding concert on 15 dec. had a meeting and next year's going to be damn busy , i sae the schedule and we might be going BEIJING! Weee~ :) with the CO peeps , i know im gonna have fun. and our clique , next year pulau redang? i'll make the arrangements. cause my mum has contacts okie? :) and i love you people! muackx! 362. :) tml start school le! drats. |
| MIN ♥ 10:30:00 PM |
| Saturday, June 23, 2007 |
she got re-borned. not baptist but , it's enough for her , someday , she might get baptist but maybe the time's not ripe yet. she given herself a chance to allow daddy to enter her heart and braved up to raise her hands when pastor chin asked the question. and thank you tsu ting and evelyn for being next to me to share all my fears. thank you daddy. i love you. :) ho tsu ting , i know you've prayed for me umpteen times for this day , to saved by daddy. i've done it. and thanks for all your prayers. :) evelyn tan , thanks for being beside me just now , it did help share my fears and prayers too. mak yun qi , thanks for the prayers. and thanks for believing that i'd let christ enter me. jordan wong , thanks for ahahax , being there? :):) shall rewind back to this morning first before talking about what happened in ARROW. :) early this morning woke up at like 8 cause there's meeting with the camp people and mr gui , mrs gui came too! :) we had briefing and hands on , the made-me-feel-like-i've-just-bathed rocket , the electronics stuffs and ahahax. all the other rules and things. it feels great to be able to meet the peeps today and MR GUI. :) it'd be the last year we can help out in camps already , cause the poly course managers are #$%*#*@$# about us skipping lessons just to go back to help out in camps. but they still approve my LOA?!! oh wells after all this was quite late already therefore didnt go for project grp discussion. went for lunch and went to ARROW service. okie. here comes the main point about today. :) ARROW is the name of the service for ppl aged 17-29 in New Creation Church. :) and the pastor is PASTOR CHIN! :) the theme today was God's Promise. therefore the production crew came up with a starry night idea , where the place was filled with stars with words of praise for daddy! :) it was damn awesome guys , words cant rightfully tell everything i wish i had the fotos to show u guys! sorix. i'll wait for dem to upload. if they remembers. got in and settled down , at the front row. something about ninja photo. and it was Coach M----- i dont know how to spell!!! she was really cute throughout the 'warming' up session. and they got planet shakers' CD AUTOGRAPHED!! bless them! :) praise and worships. as usual , the songs made me high but also emotional. it just comes naturally everytime. whenever i go for services , i'd cry , i dont know why. :s i guess , daddy have been trying to give me the courage to make the first step , but i never had the courage to do so. and after quite sometime , PASTOR CHIN started preaching. and something hit my heart straightly that made me have the courage after a couple of prayers. he talked about giving daddy the chance to heal my wounds. and as you guys know , i just had a break up. no matter how strong i might appear isnt through deep down. i had a couple of prayers , and i talked to daddy. he told me to be strong , he'd heal it and give me all the love i needed. and i almost started tearing but held back. and he preached about being able to understand GRACE , not just the surface. and there's this particular song. ONLY YOU~~~ it's really nice and touching. and yupx , the song was sung , and i was so emotional i cried and , PASTOR CHIN asked about it and i raised my hand. i went before him and received prayers from ARROW! everybody there! thank you ARROW people. it's a great feeling having prayers from so many people at the same time. :) there were 2 of us including me. :) was brought into the room together with karies? ehx i dont know how to spell lahx. she's the care group leader of sp. :) she brought me there with another , i dont know who. they got my particulars , gave me things to start of with and a bible. :) and i think , they got nothing to say and asked for my recent problems and i told them i just had a broke up and , they prayed for me , they really did. and i started tearing again. thanks girls , i felt the warmth and daddy's love. :) i love you daddy , and all the great people in my life. i thank you for what you've done. :) |
| MIN ♥ 11:09:00 PM |
| Friday, June 22, 2007 |
Mariah Carey There's a hero If you look inside your heart You don't have to be afraid Of what you are There's an answer If you reach into your soul And the sorrow that you know Will melt away And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you It's a long road When you face the world alone No one reaches out a hand For you to hold You can find love If you search within yourself And the emptiness you feltWill disappear And then a hero comes along im a girl not yet a woman Britney Spears I used to think I had the answers to everything but now I know That life doesn't always go my way Feels like I'm caught in the middle That's when I realize I'm not a girl Not yet a woman All I need is time A moment that is mine While I'm in between I'm not a girl There is no need to protect me It's time that I Learn to face up to this on my own I've seen so much more than you know now Don't tell me to shut my eyes I'm not a girl Not yet a woman All I need is time A moment that is mine For You I Will Yes, when you're feeling lost in the night
they were my all times favourites. i've been so bored te whole dae i finish watching almost every episode of tom and jerry available on youtube but , the thing was , i didnt laugh like i used to. it became boring. i woke up feeling lost like the other time. and this time was even worse. i even stared blankly into the space for nothing. and i mean , nothing. i've thought about it. many times. though we cant be lovers , we'd still be friend. but friend , are you still willing to be my friend too? cause your tone and they way you speak just now totally shuns me off. boix. u know i can still feel for you. so , i know what's on your mind alright. times are different i cant treat you like my darling. buddy. maybe im not suitable for your trust like your sister. and di i tell you. i hate it when people starts comparing me with others. and u did it. enough of all the love stuffs. i've decided to stay single. giving myself one year. maybe i've lost the meaning of being in love. 364 days for me to go. and im going to stay single. doesnt means i cannot look at guys okie. but , ahahax no suave one lahx. rare breeds. hmmx. gif me an air ticket. i wana go australia. ahahax. oh wells. im took almost the whole dae tinking watx to write. emotional. so many things on my mind now. decideing whether to keep it in a safe folder or dump it into the recycle bin and delete it. where would your memory be in me? is it only somewhere near the surface or deep down inside? hmmx. guess.. i duno myself too. oh wells. hmmx. time heals? i've never believed in that. although i do tell others the same thing. there's no way it's going to heal. you just have to put them aside. no matter how close they were once with you. the meaning of time heals = u've never contacted the person for such a long time. that's why u wouldn't miss him anymore. in some ways yes. but it's a different kind of feeling already. isnt it? im going to go for another pierce. anybody want to join? pierce one hole. and yupx. my ear where meat allows would be full. i dont want pierce till bone lahx. pain de can? haf you ever cum across a feeling where you can feel the other party's heartbeat although you're not with him? feels his hunger when he's hungry and when full when he's finish eating. have you ever had that kind of feeling? missing the person and the next moment you get his/her msgs or calls. have you had someone who knows about you so much that sometimes silence does it all?? have you? i've had it. but i lost it already. although i'd still for him , it isnt as strong as last time. it's a really unique feeling. ever since after binx i've never felt that way. short as the r/s may be. but it felt long enough for me to survive. all the 'i love you' could all of a sudden be told to another person. guys do change fast , dont they? 364 more daes. i hope i can find back the meaning i want. the true meaning i used to hold and stick by. somehow it got lost in the way when i seek for my love. are we really at the age for all this type of things? what mummy said is true , we're still too young for all this. the complication of matters. they arent as simple as what they might seem to be showing. i spent the whole afternoon thinking. thinking about my past and stuffs. and. hax. i felt bitchy. galx. i wanted to tell you many a times that it's not me who doesnt want to keep the r/s going. it's , when you're ready to commit for a certain thing , guys would have found new commitments in their life. they are guys. the 365 days thing might seem to be a joke to you guys. but i'd persevere alright. and i'd show it to mr gui okie. mr gui , i can de okie. always sae i change boyfriend. not i change kae? is they dont want me. -_-'' it's a oh-mimin-got-ditched that kind of thing. not oh-im-sick-of-you-gdbye that kind of thing kae? MinMin's a good galx okie. she believes in pure love , but had nebua gotten the right one. oh , she'll grow to understand that she'd only know how to handle this kind of thing when she's old enough. and her dreams of getting married at blah blah age can wait. our fate changes every 7 yrs according to the ancestors. and i believe every new 7th yr , i'd grow a lil. MinMin's going back MJR early in the morning tml just to meet all the great ppl (excludes some u-noe0hu) of her life. and i want to get all 8 hugx!! ernest wong said we need 8 hugx per day for us to urge on! REMEMBER? ahahx. i do okie? anyway. some are born more sensitive towards their surroundings den the others. and sad to say , im one of the more sensitive people. so whatever you guys have told me before , it's still in me and sometimes i just take it too seriously that in turn have hurt me in a way or another. oh well. that's enough for today. school's going to start and results are going to be back. i hope i do smile upon receiving them. cux sch hadnt been good. not as fun as sec 4. and maybe only sec4 times when butts are united. the others are more or craps. no. not craps are more of blurred that i held back myself to not tink about it. efusal to see things. that's me. oh well. love you guys. and wenming. thanks for entertaining me. im hard to pls huhx? too badx lorhx. ahahx. 364 daes` |
| MIN ♥ 2:05:00 PM |
1st choice- french 2nd-italian 3rd-psychology 4th-japanese 5th-sociology oh great. pls let me study french 1st though. thanks to EVELYN , YUN QI , NORMAN thank you. and daddy i hate it when you try to crack the 'open a room' joke. especially when im down but anyway thanks for being there. and another friend WENMING. hey thanks dude. frienx foreva. :) and to you. :) no lovers , buddies we've becum. thank you for the memories. i've once told you that all my memories were kept deep down and yesh , now it includes yours and dont worry kae? im not crying anymore. :) i told you im a strong galx. is you dont believe can? oh wells. anyway. im glad we can still be like before. all the stupidx and retarded jokes. i still believe in 'a leopard never changes it's spots' :) it's true people. and and people call me PRETTY GALX! ahahax. :):) if you're smart enough , dont ask for my hand now. cause it'd still be a no. im sorry. try asking me one year later. maybe you'll get the answer you want , or maybe not. see! i got suitors de can. ahahax. bahx~ alright all for now and tp , ur web's #$^%@$ forever so lag lahx can? bahx~ oh wells. i still have to study for 3 yrs dere. im still a freshie! freshie freshie freshie! ahahax. i love that word cux it sounds like plushie. oops. HINTS HINTS!! MY bdae CUMIN! ahahax. korx! sheng ri kuai le oh! ahahax. no matter how u cheat other galx , you're still my cousin and i still love you. pls lahx. stop changing stead can? im NOT competing with you lahx. im a good galx okie. and your present horx. wait. ahahax. who call you always dun wan give me my present? ahahax. WAIT. :p actually i haven buy yet. ahx! cap? belt? eeyer. guys. ahahax. and and stop honging cha borx lahx. bahx! happie 19th birthdae! :) loves~ oh wells. i can survive wifout guys. jux a close buddiex would be enough. and thanks for being there whenever i needed you. and eve and qii arx , you 2 horx , everytym i brk up horx , 1st one to know de lehx. piangx shorten ya antenna a while can? anyway saturday back to MJR! see MR GUI! yeahx! ahahax, short meeting on camps and im so glad im gonna see you guys soon. cause when im with you guys , i know the shoulders are always there for me to choose. ahahax! and yeahx! CAMPS CAMPS CAMPS! i LOVE camps! especially kids! ahahax. i hestitated that day when we talked about all this stuffs and maybe im still not able to give up all my dreams and thanks for giving them back to me , hoping others would fulfill them. :) rem oh. our eternal friendship promise we once had. it still stands okie! ahahax. dont think im putting up a strong front cause , for this time , it isnt real. i lost a r/s but i gain a new close friendship , the exchange was worth it though. :) MR GUI! i noe u do cum okie! ahax. just want to tell you i love you and i mish you alotx! :) out` |
| MIN ♥ 9:52:00 AM |
| Thursday, June 21, 2007 |
you wana see her smile? wait. she mite nebua return. |
| MIN ♥ 11:48:00 PM |
| MIN ♥ 11:41:00 PM |
is doing project doing OTHER things called respect? is calling others to do things and YOU slack there called respect? is trying to disrupt others from their work call respect? oh fcuked. i just CANT get along with you guys. and i have to SMILE with you people. dratx it's really freaking me out. and i realize after EVERY meeting there'd be a post about you guys huhx. arent you guys HONOURED? doing things with you guys , using others. ahx. he just doesnt wants to say it out. it's so obvious you guys are USING him. oh pls. any1 could tell alright? forget it. ont want to speak about it. and im still caught in this freaking room with freaking people. out` |
| MIN ♥ 5:46:00 PM |
Sure, you've been in love before, but it looks like you've really found a match in this one. You've probably been around the block a few times, and you know exactly what's out there. Whether you've had a few heartbreaks or some dating disasters, you know a keeper when you find it.You're a fun and energetic catch yourself, and you know that the secret to a great relationship is good communication and good times. An honest soul, you believe in lasting love and making things work. Keep up the good work! Wong, your romantic pattern is Love Conquers All! At its core, the romantic pattern called Love Conquers All, is romantic, triumphant, and full of courage to face yourself with honesty.But, here's the recurring pattern you may see in your relationships: A tug of war between the desire for the love of your life, and a fear of commitment. and. mummiex congx call me do TWO friendship test and i FAILED TWO! wahahax. see. you nebua let me noe more about you. your fault! ahahax. :P sianx-ed gonna go prepare and go school do projects and face them. im trying to love school mates okie. but they're telling me NOT to. ahahax. forget it. u guys wouldnt understand. cares! |
| MIN ♥ 11:43:00 AM |
| Wednesday, June 20, 2007 |
huikia+philson = couple qinci+bryan= couple jinni+zheng xin in bbq= lonely tsuting+boyfriend yet to meet= single minmin+jonathan cant leave house= lonely. conclusion , there were 3 lonely galx jux now. ahx. forgo that. jinni msged me this morning at around 10 that we'd meet at 12 since we're going teo heng to sing and i asked her my 12 or her 12. and she said she'd try to be punctual. and i quickly rushed things to be done. than 11++ about to 12 she msged me and asked can we meet at 12.15 and i said okie. luckiex havent leave house huhx. oh wells i left house at 12.20 and reached at about 12.30 THEN i call her she's still AT HOME. so i walked to her house downstairs. and waited for like 10 minutes. -_-'' a leopard never changes its spots huhx? so i decided to cab down. reached and sang and didnt stop. dotx. as usual and during certain songs called dear and jinni's dear and ren to listen. ren !#$^& for not calling him down to sing. oops. sorry lahx. after singing went to clarke quay who hui kia used to call it clark 'quay' pronounced in dialect for chicken. then walked and i didnt spend ANYTHING on jeweleries or anything. that's a good news can? but spent heavy sum on food though. bahx. no wonder min min gtting fatter. cux of all this people huhx? call me eat eat eat. ahx~ we did have fun there. took lots of pictures and oh wells with bryan around , the laughs can never stop especially exposing all his dumb things that onced happened last time when they were together in school. the walk was long , and as i walked things flows into mind. i wished you were there and stuffs. but , nevermind. i still love you and i know you're still in me. that's enough. :) pictures uploaded when i get them. -_-'' cares peeps! loves. |
| MIN ♥ 10:43:00 PM |
| Tuesday, June 19, 2007 |
waking up , brushing up , working/studying , frowning all day , is that what you want in your life? u're given a chance to live on. some might not even have the chance to have what they want. doing the same old routine day by day , doesnt it just sucks? why not do the same routine but do it differently? that spurs ya life too. doesnt it? it does okay, try thinking back to yesterday. name 3 things u've done differently , 1 you'd wana keep and 2 things you've done the same that you might wanna change. think of it. in 10 minutes. can you give an answer? oh and anyway that was taught by miss jacqueline , mjr school's counsellor taught during counselling. :) many a times , just stop for a while and listen to the things around you. even jux a drop of water , cause when YOU do. you've understood the meanings in life. :) love makes the world revolve and people out there , no matter how much i;ve dun lyk-ed you or have scolded you before , deep down , i still love you. :) and to my darl , i love you most` people , im NOT emo-ing it mite be a random post to you guys , but not to me , im learning to face my new life. |
| MIN ♥ 2:09:00 PM |
| Monday, June 18, 2007 |
Your past life diagnosis: I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern East Australia around the year 1775. Your profession was that of a philosopher and thinker. Your brief psychological profile in your past life:Timid, constrained, quiet person. You had creative talents, which waited until this life to be liberated. Sometimes your environment considered you strange. The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:Your main task is to make the world more beautiful. Physical and spiritual deserts are just waiting for your touch. Keep smiling! okie. that's about my test on that website. mummy once brought me to a fortune teller and she told me about my past too. and she told me three generations of my life. i was all BOY. okie. and she said the last life before i was born here , i was martial arts skilled. and i came down from shao lin.. ahahax. i couldnt believe it too. den i forgot how but i made it big and became real rich. and i remembered her telling me 'your first boyfriend isnt true'.,!!!! ahahax. then i was. WAHX! like that also can? ahahax. oh well. i went there when i was Sec 2 though. and hahax. nvm. but but but , the SMILING part is soooooooooooooo true! ahahax. i've always tried to bring joy to you people. but sometimes when i just dont talk doesnt mean i'm EMO-ING it just means i want to be a lil quiet myself. :) tml they want go play badminton worx. i still havent decided lahx. my knees still kind of hurts. or shld i ask jie pei me go swim nehx? or? aiyox. :x ahahax. oh well. cares~ loves ppl! |
| MIN ♥ 3:24:00 PM |
| Sunday, June 17, 2007 |
yesterday i wasnt feeling well already. head was as heavy as an erm elephant? ahahax. and felt a lil feverish and yupx shivering. but but. ahahax .i kept in bathroom and couldnt help it but to ask mummy about the religion things again. yupx and she kept talking and i kept listening and we talked about a lot other stuffs hahax. including me marriage. bahx. okie. and without me knowing i was in the bathroom with running water for ahahax HALF AN HOUR! wootx` and i saw my hand turn WHITE and i meant WHITE! for a moment , mummy thought im gonna faint and call me change quickly. den my head was as heavy as eva , and i couldnt take it and fell aslp on bed. shivering. mummy came to help me blow-dry hair. :) hahax. she's nice but she kept on talking about the topic that i told mum we'd talk some other day. and i told her to help me off the switch for the fan. i shivered even when the fan is OFF!! ahhaax. :) so i slept. this morning was even cool i woke up eventually and walked to brush up and stuff , but , ha , i almost fainted. everything looked dizzy though. eeks. :s hahax. but i still went CO. blah blah blah~ and min min came home. this is her exciting-not-really-but-she's-strong story. hahax. cares! |
| MIN ♥ 6:41:00 PM |
| Saturday, June 16, 2007 |
| MIN ♥ 7:26:00 PM |
oh min , you cant be anyway SMARTER than today! hahax. sometimes , things can never be the same as before. you might not know , im refering to you. when trust is lost , everything is lost. maybe things shouldnt have gone that way. |
| MIN ♥ 3:25:00 PM |
i was brought up in a family where we're more of erm , free-thinkers BUT more bias towards buddhism. therefore , my mum has always been bringing me to temples for prayers and stuffs. she had this thoughts since duno wen that people who go to church are the more 'siaox siaox' type. and maybe she foresees me going to church , therefore everytime i wanted to go for a church event , she'd 'remind' me just-go-there-see-see-okie? that kind of thing. get? yupx. and i rem this thing about having to give 10% of what you earned to the church you're attending. and she's against that idea. :s yupx. that's her thoughts. nevertheless , i was brought up in a 'church' , where everything we do , we talk about jesus and all , all the stories that were passed down from generation to generation. jesus entered my life when i was born. and mum kinds of forbids me to go for christianity. just now , i really want to go up in front of the stage to admit to myself that , yes i want to be a christian , it's been decades. and everytime , i had to hold back. cause , mum wouldnt allow. tootx. i know you and eve had been wanting me to let go of my miserable life and start a new life with daddy , but , i had to hold back , mummy wouldnt allow. you know , i've never told you guys anything deeper about my life. i believed since young , that jesus is in me , that i have him to hold on to when i needed help. whenever i see you guys going to church , enjoying services , you guys never knew how much i wanted to go , but i know mum would still disagree. it's been ys since i tried to change her mindset. it just cant be done. i've alwaes enjoyed listening to pastor's preaching and listening to words of wisdoms. but , i cant. i enjoy jumping here and there singing praises for lord , to tell him how much i love him and the people around me. i've never told you people how much i appreciated you people in my life. church used to be a i-go-there-everyday-thing since i was young. but now , i've got my mum to think of , if she doesnt allows , i cant. sometimes i prayed to jesus. and tell him things happening. although i know he knows , but i just want to tell him everything , again and again , hopefully for him to tell me what to do. and sometimes , he did. he replied me somehow. he's always in my heart and i know im always in his arms but , there're somethings , i cant force. jesus was in me since i was young , and he wasnt forgotten till now. he still stays by me , embracing his arms , hopefully one day i can be just in his arms , but i guess , that day would never come. i know mum wouldnt agree. haix. galx and guys , that was why i kept crying just nw , im alright kaes? it's hard trying to force something that i cant do. eve and tootx , thanks for your prayers and the hugs you gave me tootx. i know you were kind of disappointed. im sorry , i realix cant do anitinx. i know you prayed hard for me , one day to just let go and be in jesus's arms for the sins i've once done to be totally erased and starts with a new life. thanks. all and all of this emotional stuffs , guess , i stil have to face reality. jesus , you always live in me. planet shakers was cool yeahx? yupx. hmmx. i've got no mood to write everything doen and my eyes are kinda swollen after he cry. thanks dudes. a hugx was watx i needed from you guys although it made me tear more but , the thought's appreciated you know. and YUN QI! YOU'RE OFFICIALLY DADDY'S CHILD! |
| MIN ♥ 12:35:00 AM |
| Thursday, June 14, 2007 |
and if you cant make it , reschedule ya schedule can? stop expecting ppl to change their scedules jux to synchronize wif urs. wake up! it's NOT ITE. not a place of ur 'home'. wake the idea! stop. i dun wana tok tml! AHXX! PLANET SHACKERS TML! MAKY! PLS BE WELL BY TML! :) |
| MIN ♥ 3:04:00 PM |
| MIN ♥ 10:07:00 AM |
| Tuesday, June 12, 2007 |
| MIN ♥ 1:03:00 PM |
| Monday, June 11, 2007 |
you noe galx? you 2 had never left my mind. when the day we left secondary school , i know we're gonna be apart. braving the risks that our friendship might just change someday. and it did. i'm sorry. i didnt find enough courage to just msg you galx and tell you how much i love you and miss you. until just now. anyway , ci , thanks for telling me the both of your thoughts. you know. i can go without anyone except for you 2? hmmx. maybe , i've never expressed hoe much i love you 2 and how much i treasure you 2. it's time for me to say it here? hmmx. you 2 left an impact in my life like auntie sim yu qian. the 3 of you were the ones who knew me. and i mean truly knows me. you gals were the ones who actually gave me hope to move on , to look forward to my life and give it some meanings. we accepted each other's short comings and stood still. anyway. i still love the rose i gave you. :) whenever i see anything , i'd be reminded of you 2. ahx. because that sim yu qian's now busy with her life that she dun wan contact me. and anyway. this post ish only for the 2 of you. JINNI- you know galx. i love you as much as you love me. the ring. im sorry i lost it. we'd make another soon kae? sorry. you know all the things you've done for me , i greatly appreciate that. the love you've given me. i know them , but i didnt want to 'recognise' them im sorry galx. i love you. sometimes when i have a moodswing , you'd try to cheer me up with all ur ongoings. thankiew. never forget the tyms wen i fell down and you had to wake up early just to fetch me to school. together with the others. thanks. and my 16th birthday. thanks. it was memorable. thanks for this years , what you've confided in me. and knowing you're always true to me. :) QINCI- i love you as much too. just tatx i dun show it. although we've been together for 4 yrs but , it's only close wen the 3/5 of us are together. but nevertheless , thanks , for leaving footprints in my life with jinni. thanks for confiding in me. letting me know , you trust me. telling me things , sometimes not supposed to be told. you know. i thank you for that. you were alwaes dere for me wen i needed you most , able to read my mind. wen things are not supposed to be told , you sort of understood me. galx. i jux want you 2 to know that it's really great knowing you 2 and that , no matter how less often we're going to contact each other , you 2 are always the priorites of my life , exclude my family pls. jux wana let the whole world knows , i love you galx. :) [min] |
| MIN ♥ 11:18:00 PM |
| MIN ♥ 10:55:00 PM |
ahx. decisions making. man. min you're freaking idiotic. [min] |
| MIN ♥ 10:13:00 PM |
| Sunday, June 10, 2007 |
dun ask me. i duno. im confused. im.. nvm. [min] |
| MIN ♥ 11:45:00 PM |
but im gonna meet darling later!! yippee!! dear tml going genting le. >< im gonna mish you alotx nahx. hmpt hmpt. naughtiex boix. make me mish you sho much. :P hugx hugx. and and thank you for getting well so soon. and i need not worry you're unwell le. :) loves you dear. muackx. OOooooo. hahax. i'm lost for words. and boix , thank you. cares. ever since the ring was placed into my hand , i've nebua thought of removing it. :) [min] |
| MIN ♥ 10:15:00 AM |
| Saturday, June 09, 2007 |
ohoh. okie bac to blogging about all the stuffs tatx happened today. hahax. okie. me , crystal and evelyn slept only like at 6+ 7 dis morninx.and and i proudly woke up at 9! ahahax. retarded!! hahax. i was awaken by the sickening guys who were running here and there lahx. and and the whole the day kip toking about PORN! hahax. and you guys noe we had a COUPLE there huhx? hahax. you noe the 2 of dem lahx. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX! oops. i dun wana laugh tll i cry. hahax. okie. jordan's mum was great , she bought us breakfast. thank you. :) and we ate it lyk about 11++ so , we had 2 meals combined into 1. :) den we mahjonged till 3 and crystal and dumb cabbed home. :) den we went to bath one by one and finally at about 4+ we went OUTTA HOUSE! hahax. and we went to causeway point. pasar malam-ed and walk walk-ed and i bought a top! for 10 bucks. happie lahx. kekex. :) and.... hahax. i dun lyk it wen ppl i mean UNCLES brush past me lahx! sickening! mailto:!@$%5E*#^*@$%^ hmpt! we were home , i meant jordan's house. and we drank a lil wine and alex couldnt take it and fell aslp me and eve now using lappie oh. hahax. later watching shrek 3 and 200 pounds!! hahax. they downloaded! :) hahax. this next few things are to darling. pls take care can. though i got a lil angry wen i knew you went outx but , at least you take cared. love you kae? :) hugx. muackx. and and you're going genting nex monday le. would you be alright? im actually worried lahx. will you be able to take care of yaself? i wished i'd go as initially planned lahx. hmmx. i love you dear. muackx. and dis few things are about dis guy i knew -jonathan! aka boix. hahax. i knew him quite long ago but didnt tok lahx. den recently we talked and we seems to hit it off well. it's not tatx kinda hmmx ya. i noe he can be a close frienx , i mean he shares wif me his stuffs and i share wif him. it's a kinda frienx to frienx love. :) hahax. so we do sae i lovve you to each other. :) yes. we tok closely but pls dun tink too much yeahx? we're jux frienx. :) i've got my dear and i'm definitely not his type lahx. hahax. :) we joke about everitinx under the sun , if we can tink of , i'm so gladx i haf a guy frienx you see , i mean , at least if i wana get a gift for darling , i noe hu i can ask help from? ahahax. :P kidding dude. love you lahx. hahax. okie lahx. i currently brian block. hahax. more of the others in the room kip nagging me to watch shrek lahx. hahax. okie. gtg lohx! loves~ [min] |
| MIN ♥ 8:43:00 PM |
| Friday, June 08, 2007 |
ever since EVERYBODY bought a laptop , our gatherings had changed to jux mahjongs and laptops. hahax. hahax. okie. and today seems to be vulgarities dae , 1st TMD , den CHI BYE , den KNN and ahx. dun polute my blog liaox. hahax. okie. dear arx dear. this time you're really sick le ritex huhx? fever huhx? you by sunday not well , i wun allow you cum find me de horx. cux u unwell , i wan you rest. kae? [min] |
| MIN ♥ 11:14:00 PM |
![]() jux wana put dis pic up. :) it's a great pic. isnt it? :) [min] |
| MIN ♥ 1:07:00 PM |
| Thursday, June 07, 2007 |
yeahx! it's finalix OVER! OVER OVER OVER!!! hahax. okie jux a lil madx. cux it means SLEEPOVER TOMORROW! hahax. okie. aniwae. im bringing my lappie and i tink i'll blog everidae. jux a lil disappointed dear cant cum. but. he's unwell so , he's forgiven! muackx. be WELL before nxt mon dear. :) llove you! [min] |
| MIN ♥ 4:24:00 PM |
| Tuesday, June 05, 2007 |
i didnt do well for OB lahx. eeks. okie. maybe i toutx it was going to be easy. i focused alotx on motivation and watx did it come? 1 MCQ question. hell lahx. sighs. :s sae goodbye to Macroecons and OB. let me welcum CSA to my life now. damn. CSA lehx. haix. how am i gonna pull thru it? wahx. jia you lorhx. i last tym took 4 hrs to completely understand the BASICS of computer. now? i've got lyk 4 to 5 chap to studiex? i nidx lyk 1 whole complete dae lahx. CSA tell me i love you and you love me and let me understand you well enough for tml's test. AHX! SAVE ME!! hahax. okie okie. tink im gonna get insane jux to noe dis. sighs. i love you CSA. ahx. cheating myself. ha.oh man oh man. eeyer. let me get over it asap can? it's affecting my mod lahx. i was taking a longer route home jux nw jux to try to get over it bahx. :S sighs. OB i hate you for now. i'll love you bac in the future. buaix. [min] |
| MIN ♥ 3:28:00 PM |
| Monday, June 04, 2007 |
haf faith. min min you can do it de!! :) hahax. i'll do well wun i? hahax. oh well. hahax. prays for at least a B for allllllllll subjects. haha. but pls get an A for accountings. hahax. okie. im lyk talking to myself huhx? well. toking to my inner self ish important yeahx? and and im sooooooo happie im gonna meet eve , crystal , etc etc etc ppl on fri overnight!! hahax. im gonna bring piggie , hahax!! yeahx. dear dear wan go mahx? kekex. muackx. oh oh. i sooooooooo mish you guys lahx. hahax. last tym our overnight was jux-bring-yaself-dere. now it'd be pls-brinx-ya-lappie-along-too overnight. hahax. darling's having his exams NOW! hahax.. he'd do well de bahx. his results are gooooood lahx. and it kinda pressurize me too ehx. hahax. i mux studiex as well as him lorhx. haix. JIA YOU!! :) hahax. okie lahx. gotta go pack things le. later going earlier to school to teach zenn lahx. he haben realix studied. hahax. i hope i could be of help. hahax. accountings tatx dae he shure kip nudging me de. hahax. dear arx dear. i noe you're kinda stressed over the tests lahx. and kip acting lyk you've got no probx huhx? hahax. jia you kae? you can do it de. :) tml ish watx icap or watx de ritex? hahax. shld haf confidence on tatx bahx. den wed ya 'physics' horx? hahax. jia you! hugx. [min] |
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