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| Monday, June 30, 2008 |
rantings aside. God, You must have a reason for all this! You want me to learn to work with people like them ya? Amen. i love You Lord! (: Handsome, hold me in your arms once again. Amen. :) lotsa misses. and the calls are super sweet amen. and i missed you too. :) Daddy gave me a path ahead that im unsure of. but what i know is, this path would be a really long and enjoyable one despite any ups and downs that might occur. AMEN. :) |
| MIN ♥ 10:07:00 PM |
| Sunday, June 29, 2008 |
and even till now, when i talk to others about how we used to be, i felt more happiness then sadness. im glad to tell people about all the sweet and small things that he had noticed and done for me. the movies we went through. the scenes we gone through. you arent forgotten. i believe in this. that no matter what, if you guys are fated to be together, you'd still end up together despite of all the break ups and stuffs that you might have gone through with him. and handsome, you know i wish you are the one. Amen. oh Lord, You've been there for me always. listening to all my rantings, going through all the happiness and sadness of my life as well as the prayers that is told. Lord, You've given me chances time and again and You know that all this chances are there for a reason. You want me to learn and take experiences from them and Lord, He who did not love You had his reason. for it was a commitment oh Lord. and someday Lord, You know i might forsake you but You never forsakes me.Lord You know how i feel that You know things happens Lord. that one day i can be in His arms and his heartbeat telling me once again im his girl. the one and only. Amen. for all the things You have planned out for me. that You occupy me more than anyone else and filling my mind each time my thoughts runs wild. that Lord, You know, i love You... Amen. |
| MIN ♥ 7:14:00 PM |
it was a very different sentosa trip since there was only FELIX, SHI YING, MINMIN. :) night was nice spent at Felix house as a rather late celebration for KENNY. :) but we still love you okie! laughs. and 2 weeks later there'll be stayover! AMEN! :) drank abit though. laughs. imissyoulahxitssonearyetsofaritshardtotouchyouevenwhenyoumightjollywellbejustnearmeiloveyouhandsome. AMEN. :) |
| MIN ♥ 12:40:00 AM |
| Saturday, June 28, 2008 |
sakae dinner was nice with him. :) many many heart to heart talks and it was nice babe! loves. and and i finally saw Tan Yu Ren in schoolo today! and i really missed you alot okie. people i know school has started. but you know people, i really want alot of catch ups with you guys. :) loves. |
| MIN ♥ 12:21:00 AM |
| Thursday, June 26, 2008 |
it was still alright in the beginning. i set the atmosphere correctly that everybody was just listening to me alone, gaining all their attention. but when i read my last line, i couldnt help my tears and i cried. i dont know how it would affect my results but i know my message and mood was right for many was really listening and kind of shock when i teared. so after everyone had finished, Mrs Lucas commented a line. why did people like MinMin and Tonia looked at their script? they are confident speakers. i didnt fail you guys like i'd have done so but people who refered to their script would get border line passes. then im like. DEVASTATED. -_-'' i mean, i really want a B or an A for public speaking alright. C would make me kind of sad. yes time and again she's been telling me that im a good speaker that i can really speak well and stuffs. but.. RARR. following was the eulogy. :) quite a couple of mistakes here and there though. and people who has seen my DRAFTSSSSS before knows that i cut down ALOT. cause, i only have 3 mins to finish everything. Amen. Good Evening. Thank you for making your time down to accompany this last journey for my Grandpa. Therefore let our heads bow and have a minute of silence as a form of respect for the death of my Grandfather. Thank You. Grandfather came from a countryside where riots and strikes were deemed common. All their fellow men had to work hard at coals and fields in order to earn that little money to help them survive and for a few of them, that little money had to feed the whole family. He came from the vast land in China, neither rich nor poor. When some had difficulty trying to survive, He was fortunate that he was educated. He led a comfortable and soothing life compared to that of the farmers. He tried on many occupations before, be it accountants, hawker or writer. He made quite a name for himself as a writer. He then took a turn and left for Malaysia. That was the place where He met my grandmother. Though grandmother was still very young, age about 17 then, Grandfather had decided to marry her and make her His. Soon after, my first uncle was born, He took upon the responsibilities of what all other fathers would have done. He’d slogged hard for the family to provide them with sufficient food. Together with some of my aunts and uncles, they crossed the bridge and came to Singapore. The life here was tough at that time. Fortunately, they survived the gruesome of World War 2. The first quarter of my childhood days was spent in my Grandfather’s house. As any young kids, it was only normal that I’d play mischief. This was when I remembered Grandfather protecting me like cotton candies even when He was already 70plus. He’d call me to run out of house to escape some severe caning from my grandmother and they would often bicker about caning me. In my eyes, Grandfather was a tall and dark figure. I’d drop by a few days per week and find Him in His favorite armchair in the living room and on occasional Sundays, I’d see Him on the mahjong table together with my aunts and uncles. He might be old, but he was clear. He, at the age of 70plus, could easily win my aunts and uncles. As he got into his 80s, his body started to fail him much more than the early diagnose of diabetes. The doctor had actually wanted us to prepare for the worse at His age of 83. But, he persevered. Not only did He not give up, He often bickered with my grandmother like in the past then. To others, bickering might seem like thorns striking through their relationship, but never did I realize that at their age, this was their form of expressing love. Time doesn’t pause for those who slow down. Grandfather had chosen a different path from us at the crossroad. There was no way we could guide him back to our path, to where he used to belong. The voice of calling me to run out of house each time I might receive canning, the voice of Him yelling at my grandma whenever she scolds me, the voice of calling me to eat my meals almost every minute whenever I was in His house. The voice is no longer heard. But it is remembered. All we can do now is to pray for him. That He’s happy with the path He had chosen and led a better life from then on. He’d always be in my heart. The tall, strong, dark figure, protecting me always. He was the most loving Grandfather ever. I love you Grandfather.. |
| MIN ♥ 9:56:00 PM |
| Tuesday, June 24, 2008 |
laughs! i was determined on BLOGGING tonight about my Korea trip but when i open up the file, i almost fainted. there was 600 over to 700 pictures HOW AM I GOING TO SQUEEZE IT ALL IN A BLOG POST?! so i've decided to photoshop. but not today. cause, many things are coming up like tomorrow's marketing fundamentals and thursday's special occasion speech. since Mr Foo said the dateline is end of this week, i'll work on it on Friday! (hopefully before going for Yoga) :) alright. im going to talk about the papers i got back alright. so far, i've got back OM, MS and LSCM. MS is expected though. mid sem results was merely a just pass. but actually i was contented cause i knew i screwed it up BADLY. 25/50 was good enough for me. Assignment was 37/50. :) OM was okie also. 37/50 :) LSCM was okie also. 37/50 if you realize, i keep having 37! RARR. better and bigger numbers please! :) laughs. KAREN WOULD BE LOOKING AT MY BLOG. so i'm gonna post just ONE pretty photo of her! (: Karen says Dont Disturb me! im SLEEPING! (:  |
| MIN ♥ 7:16:00 PM |
| Friday, June 20, 2008 |
alright, this is a trip i would definitely go another time although it might just be jolly well going back to the same places. and i've seen through people. like how they work and stuffs. anyways, when i keep mum, it doesnt mean i agree. dont put words into my mouth and presume! (: Amen. blog soon! and Valerie darling, i saw your blog. loves! :) |
| MIN ♥ 11:29:00 PM |
| Sunday, June 15, 2008 |
LOVES. Amen. |
| MIN ♥ 4:51:00 PM |
| Saturday, June 14, 2008 |
yes i'm excited. not only did this alone makes me happy. itfeltgreatspillingeverythingoutknowingeverythingandtalkedaboutallthestuffslikeweusedtodoandyesienjoythetimesonphonewithyoucausewebothlovestotlkthatwealwaysenduptalkingalotanddragsfurtherandfurtherbutyouarestilllovedokie.tellmeagainyoulovearse... im overjoyed. i cant really express how i'm feeling now. reminiscenes. :) imy. Amen. :) Blessed trip Amen. and im going to PACK my bag! laughs. only when mum comes home! ;) Weeeee~ |
| MIN ♥ 1:05:00 PM |
| Friday, June 13, 2008 |
Heng Kim Peng.. Thanks for the thought of coming to send me off alright. even if i dont see you this Sunday i'll kick ur ass the other time i see you.. alrightifinallytoldhimandallhesaidwassorry. thanks Valerie for your encouragement and stuffs. and people, though your names might not appear as often as Valerie Loh Jia Ying, but you guys are still remembered and loved. :) just that Loh Jia Ying is always KPO-ing with me that's why my days seems to be filled with her! laughs! :) Oh Lord, You Know What's In Me. AMEN. |
| MIN ♥ 11:21:00 PM |
| Thursday, June 12, 2008 |
and no, i've probably decided not to blog about my wishlist. laughs. but i CONFIRM know what tan wei wei getting for me. and dude, give me hints on what u want okie? else really give you your PLASMA TV . :) if you remember what i mean. but tell me in advance okie? i need time to PREPARE! laughs! chia and mehs, i hope u 2 had a nice date today alright. sorry, was helping my mum at stall and, i didnt want to really spend much first. sorry girls. would make it up to you. and mehs, please please please remind me to bring something for you the next date i have with you okie? :) Life has been rather normal these days. Not much enthusiasms and not much excitements. Each day, i wake, trying to find things to spur me on for the whole day. it's rather, weird. for now, i could only look forward to Korea Trip. that's the only thing that's kind of spurring me on now. RARR. decided not to talk about it. a song's hooked into my mind these few days. Only Hope. So I Lay My Head Back Down.. And I Lift My Hands And Pray, To Be Only Yours I Pray.. To Be Only Yours I Know Now You're My Only Hope.... |
| MIN ♥ 7:44:00 PM |
| Wednesday, June 11, 2008 |
i forgot to put in PM so retarded Felix thought im NOT going orchestra this Sunday. :) i'll go Babe. also hopefully to see you know who.. laughs. KOREA TRIP Departure Date: 15 June 2008 Departure Time: 10.30 PM (need to reach at 8.30PM) FELIX SEETOH. CLEAR ENOUGH? (: blessed trip to my dearest Arrow to Batam! :) have a nice camp and enjoy yourself! Amen. :) My uncle and aunty were nice alright. they borrowed me their cameras and stuffs, asking me this and that, it's all concerns. and i seriously appreciate that alot. :) i love my family. :) but not their characters. HA. (: blessed day! learning how to design a ring tonight with Uncle Tan Wei Wei. :) loves! sidenote: i didnt know we can erm... change the size of viewing internet explorer! :x LAUGHS. at least now i know. oops! :) |
| MIN ♥ 1:43:00 PM |
| Tuesday, June 10, 2008 |
I Love You Lord.. |
| MIN ♥ 1:29:00 AM |
| Monday, June 09, 2008 |
Taking off this Sunday @ 10.30. Terminal ONE. :) RAINER TAN, DID U SEE?! (: and yes, this means i've got to reach at least at 8.30 to check in! and tadah! KOREA! :) im looking forward. with KaiLee, Sui, Karen and blah blah people it's on my goodnessly fun! though we need to do projects and presentation after that, it's WORTHWHILE! :) alright! BLESSINGS! Amen. |
| MIN ♥ 11:43:00 PM |
| Sunday, June 08, 2008 |
borrowed phone from cousin so, he'd lend me his, but i can only get it tml. for friends that msged me, im sorry okie. but i still love you. :) lalala~ my dear QINCITAN. i love you. :) misses. |
| MIN ♥ 9:12:00 PM |
| Saturday, June 07, 2008 |
  AHAHAX. I Think I Saw My FATS. :X CHEERIOS! :) Amen. |
| MIN ♥ 8:08:00 PM |
this was ytd. Mum wanted to tie plaits for me. cause when you're doing yoga, ur hair fly all over. and after 30min. she did THIS to my hair. (: and she felt proud. -_-''  some yoga friends that got ultra fascinated with my phone.  an uncle did this for me! :) on the spot. there's 2! one for Auntie Heng. :) OH, this treat's from My CG! during Hillsongs United Concert! (: Praise The Lord! And When Lecture Gets Toooooo Boring, This Is What Sui Does...   THIS HAPPENED TO MY COUSIN'S CAR. :( but Lord, Bless him with the financial to change a new car! i super ultra dont like his car's noiseeee now. :x during the Sentosa Trip with Babe FELIX SEETOH, Kenny and Shi Ying. the boy wanted me to take a pic of him. so, i did. :) ONG KAI LEE'S RETARDED RUBBERBAND! (: Oh. and i Super Love The Teachers From This Room. Though it's stated OUT, they're actually ALL inside! Laughs. :) last but not least!MINMINMINMINMINMINMINMINMINMINMINMINMINMINMINMIN IS LOVED. :)  |
| MIN ♥ 12:25:00 PM |
| Friday, June 06, 2008 |
| MIN ♥ 1:07:00 PM |
| Thursday, June 05, 2008 |
trying to keep myself in the oh-i-am-studying-real-hard mood. it's a little tough since you know that you can officially break off for a while after the last paper, which means HIGH-NESS! laughs. was just reminiscising about my prinary school days. and i feel so cute all of a sudden. and no, im not saying im cute, im just remembering all the small quarrels and fun we had that when u look back now, it seems so adorable. :) was just talking to my first love just now. yes, you read it, FIRST LOVE. and if you've known me since then, you'll know who i'm refering to! laughs. :) he together with ah SIM YuQian, my bestie in primary school, has grown ultra tall. so he was saying we'd meet up soon. and, i kind of regretted agreeing. cause, my neck would ache alright. both of them are at least 170. and i am... laughs. wouldnt want to publicise my height here! (: there's so many people i want to catch up with but, i need more planning and time to fit in. let's see, i want to go to sentosa once more before i go Korea! laughs. should i? then i'll get burnt again which tkaes WEEKS to recover.. i need to think twice about it again. nonetheless, i really want to meet up with BUTTS again. with TANQINCI also okie! you've got NO excuse this time round :). oh oh , and Daddy, i need more more more more financial blessings! AMEN. :) alright. shall get back to studying LSCM. heeding advice from ONGKAILEE that i'd study first cause there's alot more to study then it seems and everything's all over the place especially when the slides given are not corresponding to the notes given! LAUGHS. :) till then, BLESS YOU! :) loves. |
| MIN ♥ 1:08:00 PM |
you get... VOMIT! rarr. okie maybe not for others, but i did. it seriously aint nice vomitting in the middle of the night, trying to keep my volume down so as not to wake my mum who needs to wake up like say 4 to 5 in the morning to work. MinMin's considerate! laughs. it's super choking i tell you. i know it's gross. so after much considerations. i shant blog about it. persevere on for another day MIN! TESTS are OVER SOON! Amen. You know, i Praise You for You answered my prayers. Amen. a Father, so Fatherly. |
| MIN ♥ 12:15:00 AM |
| Tuesday, June 03, 2008 |
it's just once in a blue moon that i'll feel this way. i WILL let go. :) take care.. my friend.... |
| MIN ♥ 3:30:00 PM |
| Monday, June 02, 2008 |
and many thanks to the 18 whom took their time out to message this little girl. :) and thanks brother XP for meeting me and passing me my USB though i kept claiming it was urgent but actually you could have taken your time. LAUGHS. he doesnt know my blog. WEE! :) Amen. |
| MIN ♥ 10:06:00 PM |
| Sunday, June 01, 2008 |
i chanced upon one of my primary school junior's blog. Astonished. see the impact of one word? saw his piercing on his tongue, his mouth and he started smoking. so i thought that was the last thing that could ever happen to him. so i read his entry.. my heart was broken. not that he was related to me or what-so-ever it's just different from what i'm reminded about him. he used to be a really adorable and nice kid. really nice to seniors and teachers and full of respect. a kid who did well in his area of sports, represented school for events and competitions and never fails to bring back something. a kid who used to always ask me about this and that to learn more. a kid who always chats and would never ever touch cigarettes. a kid who... for now what i knew was completely opposite. i read one of the entry. and it wrote. he ransacked the house, turned it upside down, quarrelled with his grandma just to demand some money for clubbing that night. oh boy. i dont know what has gotten into you. you might not be seeing my blog for i never told you i blogged. but you know, i just want to Bless You. that someday, you'll understand kinship like you did before. that someday, you'll come to realize that everything you've done is wrong. that someday you'll once again go to your grandma and tell her how much you loved her. that someday you'll quite smoking. that someday you'll get rid of all the bad thoughts. that someday, you'll know who your true friends are... Oh Lord, Bless this kid and bring Him to Your Kingdom. that he'll find secure in Your arms. that he'll understand that all he has done wasn't supposed to be in this manner. Lord, it's true selfless Faith that i know You'll bring this Child to You someday like how You've found me. oh Lord, cast away all lonesome in all that will bring us happiness in other form of ways Lord. Amen. |
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